Find my 3D portfolio & contact info here:
l0tzyl0ve.carrd.co
Find my 3D portfolio & contact info here:
l0tzyl0ve.carrd.co
Notice of Extended Hiatus Due to ongoing issues, Iβve decided to step back from attempting to return to streaming activities and most content creation. Issues with the internet are still unresolved and my living situation continues to become worse as months go on. I recommend anyone still donating or supporting via paid subscription cease at their earliest convenience. The Throne wishlist and the Ko-fi will be shut down later this week, as long as Iβm unable to properly make content. All previous content will still be up and available via my YouTube channel. There might be the occasional video uploaded to said channel, but I currently have no plans to focus on said content. My main focus will be continuing to try to find a day job, on top of my 3D model commissions. (Which are currently open and Iβm actively accepting new clients.) I appreciate all the love and support that you all have given me over the years, and I can only hope to be able to come back to streaming someday. Until that day comes, please do your best to keep giving love and support to everyone around you, Love Crew. Best Regards, Lotzy Love
Official hiatus announcement I've been putting off.
Hopefully I'll be back someday, sooner rather than later. If my internet ever cooperates, or if life in general gets a little easier.
Blender render + Clips Studio Paint in post
Renders for a homie and their VRC RP Character that I built some assets for + rigged
#b3d #blenderrender #3d #3dart
YALL
There's been some updates with my ISP
WE MIGHT ACTUALLY HAVE STABLE INTERNET FINALLY (knock on wood)
Content may finally be on the horizon again
Just gonna use this weekend to strength test everything, then we will see about a return stream π
Reminding myself that I have the free will to put any of my OCβs into whatever I want them to wear
AU Layne where sheβs a y2k mean girl
#3d #b3d #cyclesrender
It'll be a Good rated avatar with options like:
Mix and match toggles for outfits
Hue shift, Saturation, Brightness
5 Different Mask Option
Cigarette and Glowsticks with simple particles
Torso slider for femme waist/bust
Togglable card suit inspired textures
& Possibly more :)
I've gotten the opportunity to work on something for a friend group of mine
Say hello to the β¦οΈ Raving Jester β¦οΈ
This will be a public opti for VRChat when I get done with it
It's definitely out of my normal wheelhouse of hot anime women, but it has been fun lmao
#3D #VRC #VRChat
and by it, I mean my knee
the pain killers are only just now kicking in and my brain is not functioning on what little sleep I've gotten
I'm gonna go lay down and properly rest now though
Hopefully I feel better after the weekend
Took another bad slip while trying to get back home from running errands today and possibly (partially) dislocated it
Unsure when I'll be back as my body continues to give me issues
Life can't stop and I can't afford to get it looked at, so I'm not sure what to do anymore
I canβt seem to catch a break
High fever and light headedness on top of my knee still causing issues and struggling to walk cause of it
I apologize if streams are missed because of this
I really thought I was getting better π
Itβs Lotzyβs 3D model, staring directly into your soul with the text βGood morning, God has let me live another dayβ on top and with βand Iβm about to make it everybodyβs problemβ on bottom
Getting a short nap, but I should be attempting to stream at 6PM EST today!!
Itβs been a bit since Iβve properly streamed (thanks to all my physical health issues), it would be lovely to have the Love Crew and friends stop by c:
#envtuber #vtuber #twitchstreamer
This is what you don't see while the Starting Soon screen is up
I be snacking cause I forget to eat dinner
I hope so, too
It's not been fun the last couple weeks π
I'm still doing my best to keep positive
Thankfully, my knee is slowly doing better and I'm not so worse for ware. So, hopefully I'm back at it soon
This just feels like the tip the iceberg of my last month
So, uh, hi to the people who have been wondering where Iβve been π«
Iβm slowly trying to do better so I can actually get back into action. Iβm not down for the count yet
3/3
β’ The Benadryl I was on left me with brain fog for days on end
β’ Ended up having issues with my knee from how stagnant Iβve been
β’ Had my knee give out on me and having a not-so-pretty fall
β’ Iβm still healing from the knee issue as we speak
2/3
To explain whatβs been going on the last month
β’ Tried to just take a weekend off for mental health mid July
β’ Ended up getting bed ridden sick for well over a week by that Monday
β’ Proceeded to have an unknown allergic reaction that left half my face swollen for a week
1/3
I really thought Iβd be back in action already
My physical health has been tanking once again, forcing me to rest
Though, that might not last long, as my accounts are about to go into the negatives
Iβm not sure what to do, at this point
Iβve been so tired and stressed, man π
:)
We can thank @darkcloset3.bsky.social for working on some of the extra details of this bad boy while I've been sick and on a mental health break
Really has perked up my brain and I'm so ready to get back to work soon
owo what's this?
#vtuber #blender3d #vsky #3dmodel
Just need you guys to see this right now :)
We have a tech from the ISP coming within the next hour
Let's hope they actually fix the upload speed issue so we can pop off this week
If it actually does get fixed, anyone free to clown around and game this week??? π
Happy Birthday to me
Itβs been probably the roughest couple of weeks Iβve had in a while
Iβm alive, we keep pushing, and we carry on
Possibly a short stream tonight to make up for the lack of one yesterday, so long as my internet doesnβt crap itself again
Going from feeling like shit for cancelling streams, to feeling like I donβt even deserve to go live or make content
Iβll get back to it eventually, hopefully π«
Iβm not okay
Iβm burnt out, beyond mentally exhausted and just ready to curl up in a corner and give up
Iβm sorry if Iβm quiet for a bit
I just need time to process whatβs going on
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#ARG
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You know, it's another week of forgetting to post my schedule, and I'm going live in 20 minutes from when I post this lmao
Today and Thursday, starting at 6PM EDT we'll be LIVE
Today is art, Thursday is Subnatica Below Zero B)
Saturday is still up in the air, so we'll see!
#vtuber #streamschedule
This might be the last week of Twilight Princess, y'all
Streaming both Tuesday (today) and Thursday, start time at 6PM EDT
Then we may have a surprise stream on Saturday again. Another collab maybe? We'll see π
#vtuber #streamschedule #envtuber
Schedule for the week!
Twilight Princess both Today and Thursday
Then a possible REPO collab will be happening on Saturday (Info TBA)
#vtuber #envtuber #streamschedule
Since I'm back to streaming regularly; Little reminder that I'm down to collab and play just about anything
Vtubers/Content creators are welcome to reach out :3
If you've needed a sign to reach out and try collabing with someone (whether myself or others) just do it
#vtuber #envtuber #vsky