bloodmage 🩸

i hope jupiter brings some good news soon

my thought bubble. yeag

this of course differs if you think meteor is a girl too. then i agree.

i really don't care about meteor (i care about him in a much more sinister way) i think wol is a girl. that just feels right to me

(wildly throwing it out there) i think wol is a girl

not for a long time but it was fun and the biggest accomplishment is that i didn't trip <--- guy who trips everywhere

was on a walk to exercise and was filled with the desire to run just because i could. i wanted to go fast. endorphin

ran today just because i could

was writing about something but then i looked at the world and i really don't wanna expel more energy on this yall. id rather cast a spell

man i don't car

no chiitan but i love you

thank you chiitan

waiter waiter more primarily top trans men please

to be honest this art business has been so extremely tiring as a semi-nsfw creator. my main focus is on sfw but even creating a little bit of suggestive art on main has risks. aggg.

i really do want to kick the bucket with the website but i need to financially choose which options are safer for me. anyone who wants to generate the art pieces will find ways to do it, but at least this is an option now

evil site mobile now has a button i can press to block gr*k ... it's not full safety but it's way better than nothing

i love u lachlan

~_~ have a few courses i really want to try getting but money is too tight rn. maybe once i move. i just wanna study man

trying to talk to any govn related business is like pulling teeth like girl help

i'm %99 done with one vday comm and the other one (hi oomfie) is almost done with lineart + color test as well. i'm so starved for working that i went through them really happily and fast 😭 i can start skebs next week too. there is hope 2 living

though stress is killing me and i have both financial and familial troubles building up, drawing has been making me really happy. at least i can draw. my inner world is slowly crashing down but at least i can draw

okay i'm still heartbroken but it is what it is. i've absorbed it. we will Get through this too. i'll be pouring all my love into these comms since they'll be my last ones for a while... pained smile... see you all later

we will push thru this year... sob..

me when i lose almost half of my savings i built up in 3-4 years okokokokokok. okok. this is. okay. great

it seems in order to save money, i musnt earn money ???!!!!! okay. i'll be working hard through my current queue and then resume. this is just. guys this is great

man i. sorry i think i'm processing this in real life lol. every goal i managed to surpass and be happy about is gone. i'm essentially back to 5 months ago, maybe even longer. it feels like i'm being laughed at. i can't believe this is real life right now.

i'm really sad, friends. it feels like i'm being punished for working. just bad luck on top of everything. it'll be okay

i'm just sad all of my efforts are gone for nothing, but then i think about all the people who sent me apps to help me out and support me and think maybe it wasnt for nothing..... it sucks but oh well. such is life.

i don't want to doompost on main anymore so i'll do it here instead but just lost a huge chunk of my savings due to how life is. this shit sucks but i will remain hashtag hopecore no matter what

it's always colors...... always getting me... i'm having my color theory frontal lobe developed so i'm extra sensitive. i want to do better