when you post like a pervert you lose those who are lost but gain those who are enlightened by the forces of toxic yaoi
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when you post like a pervert you lose those who are lost but gain those who are enlightened by the forces of toxic yaoi
touching my piano for the first time in years.........hard but i remember some of this stuff
Excerpt from "1P-Halley" by chuchi sushi: writer (NSFW) Vash screws up his courage, covers Wolfwoodβs hand with his own, stares straight into Wolfwoodβs eyes, and states with his lips brushing Wolfwoodβs thumb, βChanged my mind. I am hungry.β And then, just to make sure Wolfwood doesnβt misunderstand him, he parts his lips and lets his tongue dart out to taste the pad of Wolfwoodβs finger. Wolfwood inhales sharply, but he meets Vashβs stare with one just as steady, with his eyes marveling and eager. Oh, he wants to do this for Vash. He actually wants to help Vash. He wants to feed Vash, to ease Vashβs hunger. Vash can see it in his eyes, can feel it in the way Wolfwood murmurs, βSo itβs like that, huh?β before he insistently and unyieldingly shoves his thumb into Vashβs mouth.
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Am very passionate about mental health/medication usage, etc. and doing what I can to de stigmatize it to help others, but sometimes I can come off kind of strong so feel free to tell me to back off if I'm being too much!
I completely understand! My dms are open if you'd like to exchange discords/chat but I also totally get it if you don't feel comfortable talking about that stuff with me. Mood stabilizers are ROUGH and I've been on many kinds. I like to try and be open about my experiences in hopes I can help others
oughh med swaps are sooooooooooo. sometimes necessary but a pain in the ass for sure! <---guy who has experienced 1 william in my lifetime. I am open to chattin if you need someone to talk to about it! wishing you the best
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it's all wha rn but hehe whoooooooooo wants to read my witch hat fics and talk to me about a series that isn't currently causing me harm rn (or rather. the Good kind of harm that comes from an incredible storyteller destroying you with their narrative)
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πsmart bees
its a sign (of what? who can say)
there SHOULD be consequences to vash's ideals and choices but. this just feels like torture porn at this point.
Like it was Genuinely upsetting for me on a visceral level to watch, which does NOT happen for me much in media. I've had problems with stargaze from the beginning but this just. Felt SO completely devoid of any of the morals and themes that the original is actually trying to convey
And then vash pulling the trigger when its maybe too late? finally making that choice only to have knives take that from him too? like literally what's the point of having him make a choice at all if 1. he cant do it in time. 2. it's just gonna get taken from him and he learns nothing from it.
like was trying to figure out exactly why this episode felt SO abhorrent to me and this is it. a wolfwood death now, minutes of vash/the audience watching as his windpipe is tortuously crushed to pulp and his sworn friend doing nothing about it. No choice, no agency, just abject misery and for what
hm feeling so bad and gross about the possibility of trigaze going with the narrative that vash "let" wolfwood die and wolfwood's last moments being forced to watch as vash struggled with that like are you fucking kidding me. i fucking HOPE thats not what this is but i do not trust orange AT ALL
motivating me to work on my vashwood fanfic and make it Better if nothing else
Genuinely like. only 2 more episodes so i WILL see it through but jesus christ all it produces in me anymore is actual dread and complete and utter disillusionment with society's current views and how that's leaking so blatantly into the creative sphere
going to the gym to work out all my anger and despair and frustration in a socially acceptable manner
PLEASE
PLEASE
IF THERE'S ANYTHING TO TAKE AWAY FROM THIS: IF YOU HAVEN'T READ TRIGUN MAXIMUM YET, DO SO.
It will soothe the disappointment, and it'll explain so much of the plotholes while doing all of the characters justice.
No, you are absolutely right and you should say it
Wolfwood and livio being cute. Livio snuggling into wolfwoods hair and Wolfwood is so tsun about it
lover boys
#livwood #wolfwood #livio #lw #trigun
Behold, the first small dom big sub pic
me starting this club for every trigun fan after stargaze ends
Harrow
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EXACTLY!! it would just be a whole lot of nothing and serve only to further whatever they are going for Vash's character "growth" instead of treating wolfwood like a character all his own π
genuinely hard to say if its the state of the world, capitalism, rushed production schedules, not wanting to 'upset' anyone with grey morality or likely a combination of all of it that doesnt let us have nuanced and interesting media any more but my FUCKING god
like genuinely WHAT would be the point of midvalley and leonof giving ww their extra vials if not right!!!!