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Erin | Arami | Spoon

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Princess is my gender. My pronouns are Her/Majesty. πŸ’›πŸ€πŸ’œπŸ©Ά | 🩡🩷🀍🩷🩡 | She/They Your favorite fluffy bunny! FFXIV: Primal | Excal & Aether | Faerie I will be insufferable about FFXIV, tokusatsu, and mecha. And other stuff too.

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IT'S MIKU DAY!!! HAVE SOME MIKUS!!!πŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ©΅πŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ§‘πŸ©·πŸ’–β€οΈ

[ #art | #miku | #hatsunemiku | #mikuday2026 ]

09.03.2026 21:15 πŸ‘ 167 πŸ” 99 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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I love this apron (and how smug i look in the first photo)

11.03.2026 04:22 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

That is the cutest hat!!!

11.03.2026 04:19 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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It's pretty darn cool to be girl-shaped.

11.03.2026 01:24 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

worth remembering, David Lynch directed β€œfix your hearts or die” specifically at transphobes. it wasn’t a generic β€œno mean people allowed” statement, it was said by his Twin Peaks character in defense of a trans woman he cared for and deeply respected.

10.03.2026 15:40 πŸ‘ 8770 πŸ” 3660 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0
drawing of scarmiglione from final fantasy 4

drawing of scarmiglione from final fantasy 4

I've always loved scarmiglione's design but I never liked his pixel art in ff4 so I tried doing a drawing of him based off of the original amano art #finalfantasy

10.03.2026 23:38 πŸ‘ 387 πŸ” 162 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 0

I got my dragoon spirit back.

This game... I am enjoying it but some design choices frustrate me intensely

10.03.2026 23:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I took my middle name and gave it the ol' gender-swappy.

To me its like it represents a part of me that always has existed but now I'm proudly showing openly as who I am. Hidden before and now out in the open.

Simple version is I like how Erin sounds. And I wanted to use Aaron before.

10.03.2026 20:48 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Galaxy and Dreamer, by Vash Taylor and Rye Hickman.

Galaxy and Dreamer, by Vash Taylor and Rye Hickman.

BFFs

08.11.2025 03:24 πŸ‘ 370 πŸ” 65 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 1

there is literally nothing wrong with being trans and anyone who says otherwise is a fascist who would kill and/or enslave your entire family at a moment's notice

10.03.2026 05:02 πŸ‘ 1543 πŸ” 396 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 5

OKAY LEGEND OF DRAGOON DID YOU REALLY JUST GO AND TAKE AWAY THE DRAGOON SPIRIT FROM DART? WHO I CAN'T SWAP OUT? SO... IM JUST FUCKING NERFED BECAUSE PLOT?

EAT MY CHEEKS. THATS BOLOGNA.

DRAGOON CHANGE IS HALF THE COMBAT SYSTEM. NOW, 1/3 OF MY TEAM IS JUST SHITTIER.

10.03.2026 07:48 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1
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Thing I love about being trans number 3819: Hair.

This is another "multiple factors in play" affecting it, but regardless I'm allowing myself to grow it out and its growing in thicker where I had been basically bald before.
Its nice to have bouncy, fluffy curls even if its not as long as I want.

10.03.2026 07:35 πŸ‘ 12 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah... i wasnt expecting to date a cute enby and watch them transition into a horrible tech bro.

0/10 metamorphosis

09.03.2026 22:21 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

yeah... even if they're a pro-gen AI tech bro and not half as clever as they think they are... its not a good idea.

09.03.2026 21:08 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

...it's probably a desire to not act on.

I just have an incredibly strong urge to pick a fight with my ex.

I hate that they still end up in my head rent-free. I hate what they did to me. I hate that the whole thing ended how it did.

I'm glad its over but it is a reminder healing is not linear.

09.03.2026 20:06 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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happy miku day to all that celebrate it

09.03.2026 14:59 πŸ‘ 273 πŸ” 104 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 0
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show me ya moves #ffxiv

09.03.2026 01:47 πŸ‘ 2144 πŸ” 1148 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 1

Thing I love about being trans number 8413: I'm soft

Like... VERY soft. Estrogen is doing its thing and my skin's changing for what I feel is the better. I'm afraid both my skincare and attention were lacking before but with both hrt and actually doing self care its much, much better.

09.03.2026 07:50 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh god...

Not yet. I'm digging into it after kiddo is in bed because I dont want to explain that Mop is crying because "<Censored> did <redacted> and <file not found> ended up <security clearance required>".

09.03.2026 05:01 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

True!

But there is something to said for standing in the hall, reading Aftertaste, then - when the gut punch gets me - slumping against the wall, collapsing to the floor, and weeping.

09.03.2026 04:57 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

standing and crying kinda bites

09.03.2026 04:26 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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I went out for dinner with friends tonight and had a blast. It was good to chat with them all and we're looking forward to doing this again.

Met (most) of them thru WoW. I've met a lot of friends recently through FFXIV. MMOs seem to thrust me into wonderful communities.

09.03.2026 04:20 πŸ‘ 22 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

aw heck, here we go again

time to go into my crying chair

09.03.2026 04:16 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
The first rule of burning down the patriarchy is to never use other women for kindling.

The first rule of burning down the patriarchy is to never use other women for kindling.

08.03.2026 20:45 πŸ‘ 97 πŸ” 30 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1

deal! :)

08.03.2026 20:53 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

One of the coolest things i get to see during late night doom scrolling is trans joy.

I love stumbling across a post or a video where some one is sharing something impactful or revelatory with the world. I get to witness joy and hope and self-love and that's wonderful.

08.03.2026 11:05 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Erin Millicent Willow <Mylastname>'s over here scoopin' up all those sweet additional middle names.

08.03.2026 07:50 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Thing I love about being trans number 7659:

The light in my eyes. Seeing that there's a real person in there when I look at my eyes in a mirror. Not someone who has given up and is just existing to get to the next day.

(therapy homework is to be positive to myself, so now ya'll end up with this)

08.03.2026 06:32 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The Sanctuary of the Errant convenes tomorrow evening.

I cannot wait to see them all again.

08.03.2026 00:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Shot day, and my spouse got me a treat for after injecting. <3

07.03.2026 20:27 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0