caryn

gone from being in a state of perpetual stress and running on adrenaline into being regulated again but not having that adrenaline for fuel so I'm just... Tired

something about today feels like a reset

my therapist asked me to note down what my inner critic tells me and my god she is mean :(

this year every month has felt like a total repeat of itself and I don't know how to get myself out of this perpetual cycle of struggling with the same thing again and again

got myself a national trust membership today and I'm not considered a "young person" any more 🥲

there's something quite eye-opening about spontaneously watching a rom com by yourself in your room

imagine living so true to your heart 🥹

started watching "when life gives you tangerines" and I'm already heartbroken

it's that time again where all the books I reserved on the elibrary have become available all at once and now I have too much to read

I'm sure heated outdoor pools are terrible in terms of heat loss but boy do they feel nice

everyone keeps saying how they feel so much happier now that the sun is out again and I'm just here feeling a bit left behind

it was a song from a video someone reposted, and it inspired me to reach out to that person and see how they were doing. I'm now meeting her this week and she's helping me out with something. the universe guides us in very interesting ways sometimes

you know when you're in a funk and you're doing all the things you think will help you feel better and nothing works, then suddenly you hear a song that snaps you out of it? what is with that?

at a work social at the pub, we were standing by the bar so someone waiting to pay started making conversation with us - she asked what I did for work so I told her we all worked together and she just goes "you're too cute to be working with this lot" 😭

I've made some pretty big purchases lately which all happened quite quickly to seal a good deal, but I trust that it's all been because it's right for me

getting your energy back after being ill is the best feeling, I vow to be grateful for my health and look after my body

money has been flowing back to me in the past week, things that no longer serve me 😌

also the fact that I traded in my old phone and got double the amount that apple could have given me

still getting used to going back to android after having an iPhone for the past few years but I must say my favourite part so far has been the emoji kitchen

can someone tell me why my authenticator app is asking me to use the authenticator app to sign in but I can't use the authenticator app without using the authenticator app to authenticate my identity

joined a choir today and had the best time, I love harmonies

i just read that if you’re not feeling anxious at work when you’re in your twenties, you’re either overconfident or underemployed - that made me feel a bit better about struggling at work

I think it says a lot that most of the mistakes I made in my driving lesson today were because I was rushing to try and inconvenience other’s less…

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