rachel :)

finally putting my vases to use...i love a man giving me flowers

am i allowed to be this happy?

my man asked his boss yesterday,, fingers crossed ,,,,,

also I'm sitting in front of my doc's office, my appointment is in 2 hours, i need time off - never did this before, tryna getting a sick leave for mental health issues- can you imagine??

i am calm, i am zen, everything is alright, it cannot always be about me........ (my bf's boss didn't give him a day off on my birthday and i dont think my man has it in him to ask for it/demand it...so i am not spending that day with him...even though that was my only wish for that day...ouchie)

not using bsky that much but just here to say its 8.30am, my work day hasnt even started yet and I already took care of 3 separate matters- girlbossing monday morning 😎 this is gonna be a good week and I'm sharing this energy with y'all,, love you, have a nice week 🩷

we'll always save the day,, and if you think we can't, we'll always find a way,,,,.....

hehehehehhe diagnosed by miz

i was nerding even harder today

peak moment of being cringe loved every second of it

ich relate hart, fühl dich gedrückt herz

yummmm!! what's your favorite taste??? i love eating cyan yumyumyumyumyumymymymmymm

my family is not religious but we still behaved today, had a simple lunch, not as many sweets for coffee time, i didn't blast music the entire day. it makes me wonder what [my best friend] would've said about all of this. he was deeply religious and passed while having his last prayer.

it made me see religious fasting and devotion in a different light.
christian fasting is not as apparent and today on good friday today i saw a lot of insta stories and a lot of splurging, food, events,, it made me realize once again that i have no respect for Christianity - presented like this

religion is such a weird thing to watch;
this year was the first time i "witnessed" ramadan rather up close as one of my classmates was fasting the entire 2 schoolweeks we were there together and while our class did have regular mealtimes we still celebrated iftar with her every night

hö meld dich krank und stonks urlaubstage regained, rest up and get well soon maus

einer hat versucht mich zu überholen und mir dabei den Spiegel abgefahren :3

im thinking miku miku oo ee oo

omg thank you

sexy (i dont play valo, i only see purple and a pretty weapon)

lmao i was forming a thought and suddenly i am spiraling

being a nerd irl hehe

ist wohl oft so bei lucid dreams dass die schnell von lucid zu sleep paralysis umschalten:/

that's the one, also 90% sure about the placement, but if the artist has a nice idea I'm all for it

getting a new tattoo tomorrow and it's a black cat, symbolizing my best friend who passed and i planned to get it and also change my insta pfp as it's currently matching with him but now that I've been thinking about it i only feel like crying,, a month ago i was so ready and now I'm just..not

ja same, ich dachte es liegt an meinem internet 😭

so you're telling me i only need a week of me time to finally become myself again? I enjoy reading and drawing once i have no stress from work

aller liebste rachel hihi 🥺🩷🩷🩷

never ever war ich gleichzeitig glücklicher aber auch trauriger meinen focus verkauft zu haben

und jetzt im Nachhinein behaupten sie hätte es nicht getan sondern x wär auch ivf lmaoooo sorry girl that you're embarrassed about what your human incarnation did before you turned into AI but it still happened (although bitte kopfkino aus aaaaa)

me when someone gets me

aber ja ich verpass sowas auch eigentlich immer, ich hatte nur einen abend so bock sie zu recherchieren idk und bin da auf immer mehr schlimme sachen gestoßen und war so uh nope not having that