clowncar 🤡🚗

my boy keeps missing his classes at this rate he wont come back next semester…

i hate when i feel bruised but theres no visible bruise. let me see that shit!!

nsfw things ☺️

college is great you take a dogboy on one date and… things 🥰

took the boy to applebees ::) im dressed all pretty and lowk want to not be wearing this anymore

my handwriting is worse when im in pain. weird (predictable but still pisses me off)

im so sick of being in pain

movies with boyfriend yay

also the chronic pain is still being bad so idk if ill sleep tonight. ive been trying for like four hours… but tomorrow my boy says i can come over and watch a movie with him ::)

stupid boyfriend is so kind to me. doesnt he know im evil?

i am in so much pain. i love rainy days!

i want to read to the boy but we’re hanging out with our friends

i miss my boyfriend (its been like two hours)

its in my top three rn 😭

nic obtained (and a bad apple monster)

food obtained now i need nicotine

im hungry. 7 minutes until class over…

my boy is eeping forever…

listening to mcr making out we’re so emo rebellious. also AAAAAA im losing it cant believe the us is at war

i get so scared wearing croptops alone in public. i will not be assaulted i need to calm down. even if i did i shouldn’t blame it on the croptop 😭

oh soundgarden is blackhole sun… anyways i continue to listen. yummy music at the gym

dorm beds not big enough for two people to eep in we tried but failed i went back to my dorm at like 3am

remind me to listen to sound garden (the boy says it is essential)

nevermind the boy has agreed! we shall go scavenge for nicotine

im so eepy i need nicotine to fix it but that does not appear to be happening

bruise on my thigh from fighting with furniture. and im wearing the sluttiest winnie the pooh pajamas going to see the boy soon. i put on lotion to smell nice and shit

i told him to come kiss me last night and he did but he was so nervous it was adorable

im so normal about my stupid autistic puppyboy

got stoned with my buddy and it was so scawy but fun ig

im so eepy and my
leg hurts (accidentally slammed it into a chair yesterday)