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another sunday another day i realize how much most of my family would dispise me if i told them what i actually was

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looked in a mirror and didnt want to kill that fucker i was staring at for some reason

mmmmeeoowwww :<

iiidonteven knkoww :< meowwwwwwwww 🥺🥺

sometimes, i :<

mmade it 23 dayys,,ggettin there !!

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this is my only account i havent posted on atall today so uhh
meow or smth idk what i post here

mmainly ddriving atm,,

ffuck me dude i am so fucking stressed rnn

iddeserve to be ttreated shitily
abuse mme all yyoud like <3

alot,,mmainly that im llike never able to talk cuz i have aton of shit to do and it feels like ive been spending less time with her which isnt what i should be doing bbut i just dont get the chance toooo ughh its all so fucking weirddd

im such a shit ggirlfriend

i wwant to vent but i dont know wwhat to vent abbout theres been so much shit going on i dont have a door anymore, my father took all of my shit, partially because im a tranny, its just all falling appart and i dont know whaaaat to ddo

she*

guess who will 'never be a real woman' ^^ (source: my father)

i hate my father can he take a fucking hint that i feel fuckinf abysmal if so hes doing a shit job

im never gonna amount to anything

wow.22days isnt thatsuchagoodstreaktoobadihadtoruinitallagain

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hhaven t cut myself in 17 days!!!

i tthink im just being paranoid,,,but its stilll reallly scary to think about,,,,i love her so much,,like,, more than ive loved anyone before,,,,i really dont want to lose mono :<

i ddont think mono would leave me
bbut im scared that im wrong
especially cconsidering hhow often i fuck uup

THEYʾLL FORGET YOU!!!!!!

i mmean i ccan telll im super clinngy for oother reassons too thats jjust the onne that staands out

i ccan tell im really clingy because when im with her i feel ggreat, llike i ccould do anything. bbut when shes gone i feel bbad and wwant to kill myself aggain

mission failed, restarting tomorrow

of course, i can lose all this extra weight if i just dont eat ever ^^ why didnt i think of that before

ill ttry,,,,,