Jill

Having major anxiety about wether or not I'll even have a future

MY Shinji is russian orthodox and smokes pall malls

For some of us the yukkuri wars never ended.

[twitter post from 2023] ENGLISH VIDEO ESSAY: [somber piano music plays over a verse from hamlet] it's time to talk about the rise and fall of the greatest PvP server in minecraft history JAPANESE VIDEO ESSAY: hey guys! reimu and marisa from touhou here to explain the extended timeline of the vietnam war

finally i can use this to show him some pain

Soul Crushing: Most fuckable MILF you've ever seen just said something Problematic.

just bought these. to mock our soldiers

Hang on. I need to doordash some pussy and ranch {unrelated}

Deeply disappointed in the subreddit for their misleading title

I've regained the will to live but god the future is frightening

One thing I've noticed in the circles I've been in is getting really close to someone, even to the point where you say "I love you" regularly but is so fragile that the other person will just never reach out if you don't first. It's their right to do so, but it still makes me feel pretty superfluous

I'd be fully asexual if my body didn't force me to have attraction and arousal. It's a fucking burden I hate it so goddamned much

God also I'm fucking sick of people who only ever talk to me because they want something horny. I swear to fucking god with the exception of one person everyone either completely ignores me or ONLY when they're horny. Makes me feel fucking awful. I dont even remember how to make real friends anymore

I truly hate that I can only ever obsess over things in the past and when I'm reminded of them I want to vomit. I'm going to start drinking I guess

Im furious because now this fucking nausea and pit in my stomach is the only fucking thing I'm going to be able to think about while i have a fucking exam to study for.

Exact same day of the fucking year. Exact same stressors and an exam period. Exact same stupid fucking overrated convention and I didnt even GO this time. I fucking loathe that I'm so desperate that I have to rely on people who make me so miserable for attention.

Leave me the fuck alone!!! I don't want to hear about your stupid fucking sex life!!! I have fucking problems!!!! This kind of shit is why I stopped having relationships it just makes me feel fucking awful and I can't ever escape this constant feeling of FOMO and feeling like a loser

Haha i love having the exact shit that caused me to have a breakdown be forced back in my fucking face again!!!

It's my fault that it's like this but i still hate it

God i hate my life

Can we get verified blue checkmarks added to this site so I don't look like a fucking loser nobody whenever i post please. Thank you.

could you imagine if they struck oil at ground zero and all the mourners started jumping around like cowboys. My god i want some of that oil

This is how me and my associates look at each other when we're causing mischief and we hear an authority figure approaching

Not strictly video essayists but some good ones sort of in the ballpark are izzzyzzz, Casey Aonso, uncarley, LowercaseJai and Lady Emily. I also recommend Pinely but he sometimes collabs with a guy i find questionable {sorry for random post i was searching if drew gooden had an account here lol}

I don't want to go back to drinking but its the only thing that makes it stop

Just had a pretty major mental break AND I'm on a Twitter equivalent. Its like it's 2019 all over again