🌈✨cyren’s here ✨🧿

i both am manifesting easier times with money as someone who has ALWAYS been in my own while also needing to be realistic w my finances the next couple months as i get used to self employment 🫠 how do the manifesting girlies stay focused damn

do i apply for food stamps a third time or just utilize food banks when it gets tough?

Welcome to A Big Gay Market 🌈 Summer Sapphic Pop Up @ Common Roots in Albany on Friday, July 18th from 6PM - 10PM. ! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 This market will be the premiere night event for Golden Crown Literary Society's 2025 Annual Conference located in Albany this year. Apply here: docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

my seafood boil tonight was a spiritual ritualistic practice that brought me back to God

if someone could give be 20,000 i’d be able to shut up forever i promise

this uterus is trying to murder me but i did three social things outside my house and only cancelled the fourth thing and it’s only wednesday so progress! time to die :)

had a good day! i met a hello kitty wearing the skin of a care bear

idk part of me wants to delete linked in so bad but then i feel like a bad professional. this website makes me so sad

30-40: writer / creative community organizer / educator / artist era

40-55: home style sicilian family
classic living room restaurant owner, executive chef, & operator + farmer + writer era

55 onward: whatever the fuck else i want maybe i’ll adopt a teenager here

there is something different to date another single person that is unmatched to dating someone with already another partner. there is a lot more unconscious hierarchy that doesn’t exist & i don’t have to worry about the ethics of the other partner or make sure im not asking for too much.

i just want to say i know not all poly people are collectors of human beings - i unfortunately have been through it every time despite the best intentions. maybe ill experience healthy polyamory - but right now I want to be a future partners focus for once. i want to date another single person.

i’ve been someone’s 3rd-6th partner more times than i have been someone’s only partner and that’s crazy. down with big polyamory.

One word for yesterday? 💜GRATITUDE 🧡 Exactly a year to date, A Big Gay Market returned to Mount Ida Preservation Hall for our Troy Pop Up Market! And, wow, has so much changed?! Swipe to see last year’s set up!

working hard to realize and internalize that the community i have now will give me grace & not punishment

We are BACK at Common Roots in MAY on Saturday, May 17th from 12PM - 4PM! 🌈 This market will feature 30 queer, gender expansive, and allies from across the 518 all to support our beneficiary - Mission Accomplished Transition Services! 🫂

man i miss my dad and the ten year death anniversary is wednesday and im just not doing well :(

IT’S TIMEEEEE to announce the first A Big Gay Market of the YEAR! 🌈 We are feeling more aligned than ever to gather again in queer and gender expansive JOY on Sunday, April 27th from 11AM - 4PM at Washington Park on Knox St Mall in Albany! We cannot wait to see you in April! 🌈🫂

about to make a tumblr again since i can’t get into my old one so drop your urls dweebs

the only doors still open are ABGM / potential consulting gigs / writing and my other project. so, i guess im meant to make my own income but damn. all these doors closed were harsh.

i tried teaching at the arts center and they prematurely decided without warning to cancel all 15 classes i prepped for.

every traditional job application was either: denied outright or I did all the interviews and they never hired or they reposted.

the amount of doors closed the past six months is shocking and i’ll be shocked if one opens next

was loved on by friends twice today AND got this v inspirational stack from the library so it’s a WIN day for cyren

We are SO excited to be working with Downtown Troy BID and collaborating for Troy Pride Night Out on River St to 3rd St in Downtown Troy on Friday, June 20th from 5PM - 9PM!

Apply here👇
docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

already feeling weird and i hate it. can i stick to just being confident in my choices and get a break from the self doubt and set backs.

its the eve before the month where it’ll be a decade without you. i promise im done punishing myself. love you. miss you.

rage quit doing my taxes bc the e file form doesn’t have the ability to file half my forms until TOMORROW

i’m gonna be a writer yall this time around and you’re 🫵 gonna read them

We are SO privileged to announce we are working with In Our Own Voices again to bring A Big Gay Market to Say It Out Loud! BIPOC Pride on Saturday, June 7th from 12PM - 5PM in Washington Park (Knox St Mall)! 💜 🧡 Apply here: forms.gle/6Fcbn2AyxSmL...

water off a ducks back