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06.03.2026 19:49
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fail Japan
straightjacketed
i just rejected so many experiences so long im super worried its totally fucked up my mind. really really weird and i wish there was a test for this...maybe im overreacting but i kinda think there is something "up"
I’m Back in the drivers seat and will never stop driving ever again
Never stay inside a comfort zone this is for sure one cure to a lot of these issues
the energy drink i drank today literally cracked the freaking code i know and am doing exactly what i need to do rn and i am so freaking happy
At this point I have such mastery over my senses and am also so outside of society I could probably hallucinate a gf like in Mike and Melissa for valentines day and remember it as real
the thing that will killed me is the time i spent on social media and discord as a teen. i guarantee it. the time spent then was like, being exposed to radiation that kills you a decade later but it's all happening psychologically in my mind and is completely undetectable...or something
think part of the issue is just not being true to myself in my actions for a rly long time
i'm not autistic but i'm something else they havent figured out yet and probably wont ever
I feel like i am too smart and awesome to be in my situation right now
Daily Psychological Torment
I’ve read man’s search for meaning and that’s a pretty good recognition of all these kinds of feelings / psychology I think
just no control at all total absolute inability to see outside of the confines you have created for yourself in your habits
the absolute worst feeling in the entire world is feeling like ur less than an animal in terms of intelligence and will
feel like what is very "normal" to me is actually extremely fucked up and not normal to everyone to a degree that is actually concerning lmfao - no way to ground me in the world right now either...feel like all my internal programming and intuitions are "off" from the normal person
i'm in a war against psychosis due to not sharing enough experiences with others
A creature with droopy ears and a lizard-like tail sits at an easel, figure drawing. they have turned to face the viewer
Oh hey, the session's already started, go ahead and find a seat anywhere
my greatest acheivement is that i'm able to wake up every morning and do something
one day the misery will end
This guy came to me in my darkest moment
maybe this is all an overreaction. but its intense right now. i wish i was kinder to myself in the past because the consequences are insane
the world is collapsing around me and i have nothing inside me. i am less than an animal (dog, cat, etc) and i will be alone in my head forever because i never truly connected in the past. i thought the world in the past would be the world in the future and it isn't. whats going to happen to me?
its like in the past i was bottlenecking myself into future suicide and now im in that future and jesus. its even worse than i thought
The wisdom of the kaomoji elder…
This time will pass and I will find my home eventually
drawing of a an anthro polar bear drinking beer on a bench
doodle
