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200hrs on bl4 and i cant say i enjoy it as a bl game still, but it is something to do with my hands. i just really hope it has a tps/bl3 situation of the dlc saving it for me

i finally have every customization on bl4 so hopefully that shared prog promised for c4sh's release actually happens because on god i really wanna see a release date already

me in apex after i lose a fight because i wanted a kill: fat n greedy!

over a month ago, n dbd end game chat, a random lara said "fat and greedy" with no context and to this day i still quote it because i still have no idea what she meant but it was so funny to me

which is a whole thing in itself to think abt tbh. but my overthinking brain is already considering every minor factor in usage and history of online spaces which i gotta relax abt since you cant even be "fully offline" these days. its impossible, half the jobs here want you use use whatsapp/fb

ik the internet has now hit a point in its life where it has "growing pains" meaning that it's the first time adults who were once kids at the early stages of a full digital age have to navigate the online world w/kids growing up in the current "at their fingertips" state.

like remember "online safety" and "never upload your id or real name anywhere" we are really doing the exact thing that all of us were raised n told NOT to do which. is. insane. to think abt.

and i really wish the uk would realise the danger they've put a lot of the public in by making companies "decide" what service they use. half of them arent even up to the required standard but the gov doesnt care bc its more about an online footprint than actually protecting users.

like despite using all protections up until now, it just aint enough and i'll be having to perma use one to change countries, verses using one that redirects to a uk one. i just cant give away my id etc regardless of the situation after all the (inevitable) data leaks

stretched my time w/o using a vpn to its limits so ig ill finally be using bsky once the household agrees on which one we'll be using henceforth. ((pensive rat))

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ive only done verification for stuff i need (discord) but beyond that i genuinely refuse to use any of these. its so frustrating and exhausting having to do this and have like several companies with my data that could just get leaked at any time.

like bluntly? im not doing this.
im not allowing them to monitor the games i play etc through a service like this as it does save verification. even if it claims not to save personal information, i dont want an account to tag me as an adult between games so they know what games i play etc.

its likely i will use bsky for art only and idle comments, but i do think my general posting will decrease unless something changes.

like the irony is, its super easy to cheese x's age restriction. most other sites it feels like i am having to do so much just to type words on a page or see a sfw image that got flagged or "moderated" incorrectly.

+ the age verification thing makes it very hard for me to keep up with people. i will have to use a vpn on most sites to access content from my friends and its very VERY difficult to find the energy to do that. hell i havent done the verification on bsky for this reason.

i'd like to work on my personal website this year as well to fully divorce myself from these spaces. bluntly i just dont have the energy to keep jumping between platforms. a lot of privacy and safety has ultimately been compromised across all socials.

it does suck as well but i dont think i'll ever fully commit to bsky unless they make accounts with full levels of privacy. it has some nice features but i feel like my style of interaction is more built for tumblr these days.

a ship needs to be a little codependant and toxic to be fun. It's fiction, after all. ships need to be a bit fucked up

the handsome jackpot and the dlcs saved bl3 mind you but still. RAH. if they are gonna make another game i really want them to revert the UI and go back to the soundtrack style they had before. i cant remember a single boss fight theme from bl4.

will say tho i think its hilarious that zane's screaming got patched to this day. like he'd get a status effect on him and it'd be like he was getting tazed every 2 seconds LMAO.
i also remember beating everything on launch on the hardest difficulty just... cat crai... bl3 gave me good memories

the end of troy you will forever be in my top 10 boss battles simply for your theme. i hate what they did to troy in the narrative but genuinely his boss fight is so fucking cool man.

i also didn't think i'd miss the load times and menus but honestly? i do. i miss so much of this. i just started in bewilderment reopening the game and how much nostalgia i get from a 2019 game

going back to play bosses in bl3 and oh my god the ost is unmatched i still get goosebumps even if the narrative is ass. like genuinely bl4 missed out SO BADLY with the ost bc i desperately want to replay the entirety of bl3 just for the soundtrack and choreographed scenes etc

(the thumb scanner stopped working on my old one that is also tied to the on/off button so it was something i couldn't dodge)