𝓙𝓪𝔂𝓬𝓮 𝓖𝓲𝓸𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓪 [RP]

I mean what's the worst that can happen?? A few buildings blow up, maybe burn. A few million in inventory. Who really cares?

Cait just turned me, something about an attack at the factories or something?

Eh, I'm sure her people can figure it out. They're capable.

A picture of an old journal with scriggled script that cannot be made out

Give it a go.

I was nineteen when I wrote this... Gods a literal child.... Thought I knew everything.

need help reading your own old handwriting? ik how to read dr handwriting i bet it can't be worse than that... right?

Um.... Hold on....

Is that... Formula? Or material? What....

I found my old journals from the Academy... Gods, how did I ever read that handwriting? How did anyone?

.... He has been very quiet....

Oh well.

how's Ama doing?? and Reggie?? any news about he who shall not be named? 🤨

Ama's good! Been spending time with her a lot. We cook together almost every night and I'm learning how to do her hair beyond just pulling it back!

Reggie.... He's kept his distance for some reason.

And.... I don't know. He doesn't.... Talk. Or really do anything so...

really glad ur doing fine then!! take it easy for a while, adapting to new medications can be tough

Yeah, I've noticed my brain fog is a bit worse for wear but I'm blaming the concussions on that.

And sleep.... Im exhausted all the time ..

I did! Burn my eyebrows off. Not my fault... It just blew up!

Also I shaved. But mainly upset about the eyebrows...

For bipolar syndrome. Said it might explain a few things, I don't think so but you never know.

She also scheduled an ADHD test? I think she's shooting in the dark but never hurts. Why have insurance if you don't use it. Right?

medicated? did they diagnose you with something? hope ur doing fine!! we missed u😭

Well... my entire life I always felt a little... Off. Different. Emotions always took me further than I liked and my highs felt like I was flying and my lows... Got very dark.

I've been in a low and when I went to my doctor to talk about it she started me on anti-depressants and started tests-

Haven't been on it long, I am not gonna lie.

But I'm already feeling much better and like I can take on the world!!
The amber bottle is a plus, it's so pretty when the sun shines through it.

Back and more manic than ever!

Except this time I'm medicated for it~

I was bullied by my own child.

Where does she get this?

My number one hater is the child I'm raising what the hell

Image of a man chest up,.the top of his head is cropped out revealing a white button up showing chest hair, his facial hair can be shown. It's quite thick

I asked Amaranthine why she didn't tell me. She gave me the most dead pan look then went back to drawing

"You actually look your age now"

WHAT THE HELL?! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!

Also what the heck, it's only been like a week how in the hell...

I just scared myself in the damn mirror, why didn't anyone tell me I had to shave?

Gods above how have I not noticed this either?!

Tea parties*
Holy shit I do need glasses

I underestimated how many years parties a little girl can throw in one day...

Holy shit I really wasted the whole day in my office didn't I? Got Ama as she was going to bed and read her favorite fairy tales from Ionia...

Gods, I need to get my priorities together.

A plate of butter cookies cut into flowers and heart's

I made him some butter cookies. He's still in his office but he at least smiled when I set these down!

-Amaranthine

I'm not a child. I'm turning 12 this year. I don't appreciate people acting like I don't have eyes and ears and can't see the obvious.

- Amaranthine

oh, yeah, “the issue”. That's a complicated situation, I don't know if there's much you can do there, as long as Jayce keeps being stubborn and closed off about it. I'm sure simply your presence cheers him up, even if just a little. He cares a lot about you

I know all about the issue. It tried to kill me the day Jayce and I met. I just don't know his name. Just that he was a jerk to a very kind man and if I do see him I'm throwing a book at his stupid face.

I don't care if Dad loves him. He's not there cleaning up after a late night.

-Amaranthine

(for ama🪻) have you tried asking him about it? maybe knowing what's wrong can help you find something to do to cheer him up

Oh I know exactly what the issue is.

It's him. The guy Jayce cusses at when he's drunk and thinks I can't hear him. He never says his name anymore but I saw him once. Leaving Jayce's room early one morning. Stood at the door all mopey staring at him.
He's the issue.

-Amaranthine

Image of an old tree, covering in moss and shrubs. A simple swing hands from the branches. The scene is in the yard of the house off to the left of the picture

He does his best, some days are harder than others. I understand.
Still won't forget the day he put this swing up. Almost fell off the ladder when he was done he got so excited to push me.

- Amaranthine

You seem a little affected, don't you think you should take some days off work to just chill? :(

That's what I tried to tell him but then he went off on deadlines and the Gioparas and Ferros clans and I'm gonna be honest, I stopped listening.

He looks so tired all the time now, I'm sure the drinking isn't helping. He thinks he's being sly about it but he's very dumb sometimes.
- Amaranthine

A photo of a man working at a desk, his back is facing the photographer

Dad has been locked up in the study all day... He said hi to me in the morning and that's it.
I'm worried about him.
- Amaranthine

Starting to worry the chain is gonna wear the ring down with how much I'm fiddling with it lately.... I'd never forgive myself if it broke

Threw up. took some tonics. Burned my skin in the shower. Headache doesn't matter. Work needs to be done before the day is done...

Fuckin' hell.

Oh my... 𝘍𝘶𝘶𝘶𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘥-