ourble

there’s definitely more but ive somewhat given up on finding newer public communities to join bc they almost always have chaos in them and its really a shame… i wish everyone a very peace and love on planet earth

THIS but also
- reading rule channel and there’s a rule that ends up othering people for being different that no one else bats an eye at
- sfw spaces where adults and minors are both making nsfw jokes at each other
- reactive folks who cause drama in channels over nothing constantly

and for what

ofc this isnt ideal considering i forget stuff thats important to me… i also cant hold a coherent discussion about a lot of topics i know ‘well’ unless the info is fresh in my mind lol… and there are def things ive forgotten i wish i hadnt. but hey at least old youtube videos are fresh to me now

one of the few ‘perks’ of the whole “cant remember jack shit” thing is that i will inherently forget all the details about things (ex. pieces of media) i enjoy and can thus somewhat relive my first experience with them every 5-10 years or so. ill take the small wins that i can lol

It’s a panel from powerup comics where the text has been edited: “what’s your opinion on women’s day as far as I’m concerned, all days are for women”

FEDEX (these are all very pretty)

im so out of practice with sketching digitally that these doodles made w/ my finger feel more coherent than stuff ive done with a stylus lately LOL… funny how that works huh

mild nsfw humor? //
-
-
-
-
phone doodles from the other day while dissociating ft circa coping or something idfk bro

gonna boost this and say that uhhhh whoops turns out im having a weirder mental blip than i thought and it’s making communicating harder. think its a mix of a med change/stress/burnout. apologies for being somewhat MIA it isnt intentional im just surprisingly disoriented wheeze

oh my god the planes are lesbians

and honestly if it werent for the immersion thing id fully delete it atp. as heartbreaking as its been watching it go up in flames over the past few years its good to be gone from it for the most part

honestly its been really nice almost fully stepping away from twitter. literally the only reason i still check it is bc i made a new acc to stay on the japanese side of twitter (hoping itd help with immersion if/when i stop being scared of learning japanese properly). my proper socials there r dead

Tetris grand master

I Don't Know #dandysworld

respectfully if youtube is gonna automatically generate some ai summary of every video on my home page can it (as a bare minimum standard) not just Reword The Title. like the summaries aren’t even beneficial at that point and if anything they reword the titles in ways that make them more confusing

anyhow sorry if replies are slowish im feeling vaguely more normal again but lowkey its unintentionally been a time. but its maybe better now. yay? also switching meds temporarily and its making my energy/bandwidth weird but im doin okay methinks. yeah

be me
be busy
get scared
????
profit

i still cant get over the fact that dead bird app randomly nuked the close friends feature despite no one having problems with it. like its hilarious how every decent feature is getting removed and replaced with nothing whatsoever

tt was the last community i was sort of ‘actively’ participated in and even then i heavily curated my space so i was only interacting with folks who werent super deep in the trenches and. that was nice. not that being in deep is bad ofc but its just not for me and never really has been ig

not that fandom culture is (necessarily) bad of course but. its just nice to enjoy characters my own way and not care about the popular ones or the shipping discourse or whatever. i am simply too tired to really care. i just want to enjoy things for me

im glad i generally enjoy media somewhat passively without really caring about fandoms and whatever. like of course its still cool to enjoy something and actively participate in its community but ive always preferred just enjoying things for my own sake and thats def less prevalent bc fandom culture

FOUND IT it just scratched a brain itch while trying to work on projects at the time so id just slap it on bc itd be the top result 😭 i mean hey at least the colors or the rest of the songs are vaguely unified lol

thinking about the year that mrbeast meme remixes genuinely made it to like. my top listened to music on youtube one year. kinda insane i cant lie

i say ‘forget’ in quotes just since like. yeah no shit its in the name. but lately we’ve been in a weird state of stability (or at least what my brain pretends is stability) so when it does hit it usually catches me off guard lol. but that’s life

sometimes i ‘forget’ about the dissociation aspect of the whole dissociative disorder thing and then i get slapped with dissociation and am like. hello. who are you and then the cycle repeats forever is what im gathering

hes still a good character but if i need to make eye contact with him ever again i may accidentally have a joker arc or something. does this mean hes god like. a predator vs prey dynamic going on with me and eye contact. thats scary. hes like a sleep paralysis demon

its genuinely hilarious to me how i was graham neutral but decided to try and do a good deed by giving him proper modeled eyes but needing to make direct eye contact with him for so long made me so uneasy that now i want to stomp on him like a cockroach

its so warm out that i hear a bunch of birds chirping… havent heard them in a good while. i care you little critters. but also its gonna get a bit colder again soon and i am sorry my feathered friends

NTSB graphic depicted the flight paths of the CRJ and Blackhawk helicopter.

The NTSB issued its final report on the mid-air collision between a PSA CRJ-700 and US Army Blackhawk helicopter, finding a chain of systemic failures led to the accident and providing a litany of safety recommendations to the FAA, US Army and others. www.flightradar24.com/blog/flight-...