Fel and Friends

Thank you for your concern. I don't feel the urge to anymore, but I will work out a plan.

I want a fuller life, I want to be sure of who I am, I want the appearance I desire, I want to create all of what I've dreamed up, I want to make those who believe in me proud and prove those who hate me wrong. I want to be more than a statistic. I want my past to not define my life.

Nothing feels the same anymore. The music I loved, the games I enjoyed, the places I went, every one of them I go back to to find that familiar feeling, it's gone. I'm a different person, these last few years changed me. And while I'm trying to mould myself, I just feel so hollow.

I know this is a rough patch, that everyone who moves out from family and starts to grow goes through it. Even if mine is later than what might be considered normal. But I'm 36 now and I just want my life to begin. Tired of waiting, tired of having patience and thinking of the horizon

I thought about killing myself last week. Went to a very dark place. What kept me from doing it is all the people I love that I would hurt and never be able to make it up to if I did. But the fact is the darkness is creeping in. I'm fighting every day to keep the void inside from swallowing me.

(cw: foot/musky feet)

Holy crap, first-ever foot art involving the rat?!

Valentine's Day can be spent many a way, but after a long day I can always count on a good pet like @felinus.bsky.social to help lick my feet nice and clean.

Happy to have him around~

🎨 - www.furaffinity.net/user/irkingir/

And I'm happy to be yours, My Mistress <3

So purple. I LOVE them!

Me @ my yeen friends. Come get it

Randomly remembered my RDR2 character was hot AF

I'm not a bad person at my core, I refuse to put myself down and be hard on myself anymore. I do however have serious issues and am not used to taking peoples feelings into account or seeing how my actions affect others, that can be changed, and there is no excusing if I don't bother to work on it

And this comes the downfall we all knew would come.
Wait till the AI bros are saying it's our fault B3

It's actually kind of scary how bad I get if I miss my meds for a single day or simply don't take them until later.
Like, I'm genuinely worried "what if it's not withdrawals exaggerating my emotions and I am genuinely just a bit psycho?" x.x

VRchat sillys

for real? Well it's a start.
But Steam Discussions needs a LOT of cleaning up.

Q: Y U like coiling so much?

A: Ever been caressed? A soft, warm hand drawn across your shoulder, your arm, your tummy? That pleasant electric tingle of something LIVING interacting with you?

What if that sensation could just...Keep going, unbound by the stiffness of an arm? Wrap and encompass...👇

"Wanna play a game? >:3"

This makes me feel more patriotic than the national anthem ever could

decided to animate the remainder bit! The pug's name is Guns, so I'm thinking of naming the lifeguard dog Roses.

Yep, see previous tweets. Services weren't moving fast enough

You think if I wished really hard, my birthday wish would come true and I’d become a naga cat boy?

I came out of A&E with a promise of a phone call that will lead to new meds and psychotherapy. And a confirmation that my upbringing was messed up beyond belief and I'm in an incredibly bad state. Now I'm just waiting on that phone call and trying to keep myself from falling into a pit.

I'm admitting myself to A&E today for a mental health emergency. On the advice of close friends. Meds aren't doing shit, can't fix my life with the state my brain is in. Grief and heartache are destroying me. And the services are taking too long. I need professional help and I need it now.

Vampires and general villains are always fun. Venom and syringes are a good, not so common method. Love when friends are turned against each other with hypnosis, one made to help the tist get the others. The slow, gradual induction of a pocket watch or something else on a string is hot af.

I hope to meet the people who hated me or doubted me one day in the far future, for the former, I want to ask them how the feel now, if they have matured, I'd love to speak more. If they have not, they are getting both barrels of spit-flecked fury. The latter? I want to show them they were wrong.

You once said "I draw your furry future" and honestly, I do look at your art as the future I would love to live in. Both because anthro and because of the sheer open expression and peace.

Awesome Possum's Beach Bar - Full Resolution

The beach bar mural PNG file is available for purchase! Full resolution is over 16000 pixels wide - capable of producing a 6ft banner. The post also includes a zip of the timelapse video and a 580 word narrative.

www.patreon.com/posts/147185...

Three months ago?!? THIS IS HUGE????

That's why one of my plans for 2026 is to be more cringe. There's a difference between being socially acceptable and being yourself. It isn't an excuse to make others uncomfortable, but you'd be surprised perhaps where the line is. The former is about what's kind and considerate, big difference.

Here's a fact: "Cringe" is just a new form of "control". If you try to conform, you won't be a danger. People who don't fit in, could inspire others or make people question. And those who label as cringe are afraid. And they are also unhappy because they see in you what they wish they could do.