Jayce has been showing me House M.D. The medical cases are really interesting, but I don’t get why HOUSE is the main character. He’s such an asshole know it all who refuses to listen to his team because he assumes he can’t ever be wrong.
He did. But he gives me puppy dog eyes for everything.
Photo of two men from the shoulder up, leaning into frame together. Both have a light green mud mask on. Viktor, on the left, is making a kissy face, and has a sunglasses graphic concealing his eyes. Jayce is smiling, one cucumber graphic covering each eye. The image is bordered on top and bottom with sparkles , hearts, stars, moons.
Close, slightly top-down view of two glasses of sparkling white wine with raspberries in.
Bathtub filled with bubbles, in a room dimly lit by candles.
A wooden tray of dessert on a bed made with white linens. There are three bowls of various berries and two pints of ice cream.
Home spa day.
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You are my favorite person.
Google forms question: Did those puppy eyes made you fall more ?
It was far from my first time seeing them. I had already fallen by the time he brought them out the other night anyway.
Is going out of my way to make sure you’re well taken care of instead of just tossing you out the window or something not love?
Strawpage question: Would you still love Jayce if he were a worm? (I'm not Jayce asking)
Uh huh. Sure you aren't.
If Jayce were a worm I'd keep in a terrarium with nice moist dirt and plenty of kitchen scraps to eat.
Strawpage question: how was the first kiss from your pov?
Perfect. We took our time, really got used to each other in a new way.
Google forms question: Honestly, I hope it was more than once but 20 !! Seems unhealthy..
Twenty is obviously an exaggeration. The point is just that even if I'm willing to share more than Jayce is, There are still some things I'd prefer to keep just between us.
But your dailies, Jayce, your dailies!
Don’t be fooled, people. Saying he “caught my hand to stop me” makes it sound dominant and hot. But he was also giving me the absolute biggest, sweetest puppy eyes you can imagine.
Oh terribly sorry, I didn’t mean to distract you from your very important dailies. I can start covering up more around the apartment, if that’ll help.
He caught on pretty quickly, so not much more was needed.
People on here were teasing him about needing to get off, so I threw some fuel in the fire, kept the thought in his head. I don't usually touch him first, but I did for the experiment. Not sexually or anything, just his arms, wrists, that kind of thing.
Not much to say that I don't think I've said here already, but I can share more details. Even if I didn't realize that Jayce was the one who bookmarked that picture, I knew he liked seeing me in his clothes, so I wore another one of his shirts to sleep, started talking about how much I liked it.
Strawpage question: OOC question, you don't have to answer but this won't turn into a pregnant RP right? There are so many and the vibe of this one feels completely differen't (I'm not complaining, I'm a bit overwhelmed by all the pregnancy ones, specially on twitter)
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Hello! We’re not planning on turning this into a pregnancy RP, no. As you said, there are already a ton of those, so if that’s what folks are looking for, there are plenty to choose from, but this won’t be on that list.
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I'll delete this and make a better post for it later, but until then, I wanted to make it accessible to those joining us. :)
An excellent counter argument. Maybe if we move somewhere with more space one day, we can get him a friend.
Strawpage question: Would you still love Rio if she turned into a dog?
Of course. I don't dislike dogs. I just don't think I'd be very good at taking care of one. Especially high energy dogs.
Strawpage question: Now you can go on boyfriend dates instead of friend dates ^^
We can, and we will. :)
Google forms question: Phenomenal, huh ? How many time did he— I mean, did you, uh— finish ?
Enough times that we were satisfied. Maybe that means once, maybe that means 20 times. Who knows?
Google forms question: Are you not afraid of taking this next step with Jayce? You've been friends for a long time
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't even a little scared. But some things are worth the risk.
Google forms question: Soooo, is Jayce good with his hands ? Still feel safe under his touch ?
Yes and yes. He's phenomenal with his hands. :)
Once we smoothed things over, though, I was more comfortable to revisit the thought. That's when I started testing the waters. And the rest is kind of - not history. I guess the present.
It made me feel like he saw more than my limits. That he would help me do something I claimed I couldn't, then not make a big deal out of helping me after without even being asked to.
Unfortunately there was that bump in the road not long after when I found out about that lie.
I think what started to open my eyes to there being a possibility of something more was when we went clubbing with Vi and Cait. When he got drunk and dragged me out onto the dance floor, then helped me the next day when all the action made my joints lock up.
I am not a very secure person. I think Jayce is gorgeous, and intelligent, and strong, and capable. And without getting too deep into it, I am very flawed. It didn't cross my mind that someone like him could want someone like me. We could be friends, but I never thought something more was possible.
That's what made me fall. Slowly, over time. But even once I realized I liked him, it didn't cross my mind for a long time that he could feel the same way.
This is where it gets uncomfortable to talk about, so please bear with me if my writing gets a little vague or awkward here.
I found him physically attractive, I don't think I ever denied even on here that I thought he was good looking. But that was about the extent of it. But living with him, getting to spend every day with him, seeing him smile and pout and get absorbed in his work and make mistakes -
Before we met in person, I genuinely never had any romantic feelings for him, and as he's already shared, he didn't have those kinds of feelings for me, either. We genuinely were just friends. When we met in person, I didn't fall immediately, either.
