donkey hotay

so happy everyone is smiling having fun YAY *gnawing my foot off*

it makes me sad that I lose followers everytime I spam bfer (it happens pretty consistently) but it is what it is

cant believe i reached the "friends aren't inviting me to their weddings" age

john mulaney: the creepiest days are when you don't hear from the horse at all.

happy labor day

im doomed full stop im fucking doomed as a person

ill be real thata what therapy is sounding like nowadays everytime I fuck irreparably it's like "treat yourself nicer" I AM GIVING MYSELF TOO MANY PASSES BRO. I CANT EVEN WORK ON MY OWN GAME WITHOUT YELLING AT MYSELFFFD

i can be so uwu sweet and patient with myself like omg dont go to work #selfcare watch porn till 4 am :3 oh no ur unemployed bc u didnt work hard enough? ummm drink water :3 I treat myself so well!

that's so funny bc like now what. cool I figured out why I cant do a single thing thats important to me right now what do I die? its not like the world is gonna give a shit that I forget everything now

guys does long covid make you an insufferable cunt

teehee bye therapy :33333333 I be wonder if it was helping. I think my brain has been deteriorating in the past year and making me incapable of fucking anything more than usual so it could be that too

its also super cool that im losing my health insurance atp when im probably at my worst in self hatred terms since like highschool

I think that should just be written on my tombstone too. "always did the thing they want to avoid nomatter what"

like we need another game with a thinly veiled self insert who's "soooo clearly not the writer" like lol. ofc is end up doing the things was avoiding.

hate that alot actually

the Game is becoming more like an autobiography than im comfortable with

I hope science advances to a point where I can punch myself in the face

im gonna be so honest ive fully run out of things that I can point out that I actually like about myself

I think ill finally get the memo if everybody rightfully gets sick of my shit at once

I like fully stopped trusting myself to do anything on my own this year and its awesome bc that means that one friend i had years ago who said I cant do anything by myself and that I use other people was right!! yayyyyy

I think im well past the "ve patient with yourself. give yourself grace :)" phase bc im losing my fucking health insurance. hey randy how many mistakes until you get yourself killed or something lol. do you think you deserve another break? maybe an extra hour of sleep for that? :333

like my god! my god im fucking insufferable!!! how are you people friends with me???

it doesn't matter how early I wake up in will always always always end up glued to my phone and late to work nomatyer how hard I try to fight it as if its this impossible task to just GET UP. GET UP YOU FUCKING IDIOT!!!!!

bc like of course it does!!! every time I need to remember something important and I put it on my list I put it on my calendar I say it out loud hundreds of times so I remember. im halfway to the place guess what I left it at home

I get so annoying snd overprotected about this stupid fancy plate I bought myself and make an announcement in the roommate groupchat. the second the SECOND I use it. slips out of my hands and shatters

anything I might like about myself gets trumped by like 10 other things that I do that if anybody else did them would make me fucking hate them

im like one of my least favorite people I know I think

coming off as That Guy makes me want to die actually

same thing as wow im so glad I made my first videogame how fun! next one is gonna be BETTER THAN UNDERTALE!!! NEXT ONE IS GONNA HAVE 50 VOICE ACTORS AND IM GOING ON KICKSTARTERRRRR

I knew it KNEWWW we were aiming way too high after onlt doing one show which is why I decided to step down cause like. im sorry do you know how bad it looks to be like "oh yeah Im a bigshot producer. my first show was a month ago and now im doing a marketplace. because its easy B)"