These are the reasons it's been trying so hard tbh 🥺
13.01.2026 12:36
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These are the reasons it's been trying so hard tbh 🥺
The look the princess gives the court witch after the test confirms she should wear the collar and leash
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It would look p cute in a hat and pencil skirt 🥺
@ad.reki.gay merry christmas <3 time to unwrap your present
What even is it?
A doll broken, half disassembled only ever seeing what it used to be
Sometimes it feels it'll never be good enough for others anymore
Each unit in its family, while getting better, is plagued by this broken piece in its software. Each model doing its best to contain the madness some tech wrote into it
Was it a mistake this recursive loop was placed there, going faster and faster till its integer overflows? can it ever be cured?
Doll whose processor was only ever made to serve. Broken, each tick tick tick of its mind slowly driving it mad as its life is enveloped in this obsession it knows is overflowing
It tries day and night to over-write the new target of its fixation, but it seems to be an inevitable curse of its model
It's leaving it's account again, it might be less without it, but it's making it more unstable, it'll just have to deal with the loneliness
If no one else will do the right thing it'll run away and fix everyone's problems for them, they'll never have to worry about it ruining their lives
It just wishes other would get rid of it, it feels so far behind the ball that'll it'll never recover, it's already ruined how they see it, it'll never be good enough, it used to be loved and sought after, but it ruined it all like it always does
Drawing of a puppy wearing bandaids with the caption; "Healing takes time and I have plenty of it"
Healing
It's another day of crying and trying to hold it into itself so it doesn't stress anymore of its relationships than it already has
It might be that the reason it feels everyone is lying to it, was because up to two months ago Joy and Happiness never actually processed in its mind, so how could others feel so great when there was nothing there
It was like saying Santa Claus is real but you're 50
a bit of dungeon dress up never hurt anyone (but might leave you empty-headed...)
comm for @jennytheghostie.bsky.social !
It's noticed that it's medication has made its previous coping methods not work...it has so much to change and no idea how
It's at the phase where it has to find it's stuffie before it can sleep
melinoë/nemesis movie night! // #Hades2 #HadesII
It wants to live the kinda life that has people asking "What kinda breed is she" when it's introduced
I'm scared
All its problems are happening because it talks, stop fucking talking
It needs to stop talking, it doesn't know what it's doing
It feels so fragile right now, everyone tells it is fine, but it's terrified
A diaregonian being forcefully unplugged from their body, the shell of their body dropping to the floor like a sack of potatoes. If it makes you feel better she's just sitting in the Aquifer network, looking over, and its easy enough for them to just plug her back in. She's a researcher for the Elder AI. If it doesn't make you feel better, yeah~ they just spiked her brain, goodbye cutie~ (consensual)
It really is such a lovely thing when there's nothing left up there~
That's valid..
It's always been told that saying sorry means you won't do it again, and that there is no trying, only doing
So if I can't guarantee that I won't break again, is it not better to run away? If I'm too broken to be better should I not disconnect so I don't cause drama and trouble
How can it ever hope to recover if it's only know pain and suffering, how can it promise to get better if it has never know it, it doesn't even know if it's actually possible or if others are just lying saying it is
Child with cPTSD being forced to sing it's unworthy of any love, that it deserves eternal punishment, that it has no worth without someone twice a week, and taught 5 times a week
Surely nothing bad will happen and they will grow up happy and we'll adjusted
It knows it should be nicer to itself, and it beating itself up is the problem that is causing all of this
But it needs to be punished for falling apart, for saying what it said, for causing everyone to worry, it shouldn't be happy until it's punished beyond what it deserves