"I'm already dead
On the inside, but I can still pretend
With my memories and photographs
I've learned to love the lie"
"It's the only way I have learned to express myself
Through other people's descriptions of life"
"L.G. FUAD" really resonated with pre-transition me...
Me on the bus in my favourite black and green flower dress, wearing poorly applied eye-liner and a face mask.
On the bus again 🥰
Trans women love to say "trans men love to be misogynistic to trans women" and then not provide any proof of trans men being misogynistic to trans women.
I've seen far more anti-transmasculine trans women be prejudice towards trans men than the inverse. Far, far, far more.
Very much in the middle of my bisexual awakening, gotta make up for lost time and focus on lusting for men, at least for a little bit. Don't worry ladies I'll get back to ya 😘
Me on the bus with my favourite black and green flower dress, wearing a face mask. I look pretty!
My bus selfies always go hard, I dunno why 🥰
I love trans men! And I can prove it, I'm in a relationship with two! That's more than most people can say 🥰
Thank you! 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Me in a green and black flower dress and wearing my favourite hat 👒
I think this hat goes with everything! 🥰🥰🥰
If I get deported, and I never see my child again, I'm gonna blame every fucking ⚪️ amerikkkan, because you always happen to have enough to donate to a woman's $5000 gaming PC, or to a woman fired for saying the N-word, but never to those who are truly in need. Curse you.
I have gotten nothing but $5 so far. Please. I'm begging you. If I don't renew my visa, I'll never see my child again!!!
God, I hope so!
It's really cool when someone who followed me because I made a 2 hour Shenmue documentary 3 years ago, likes one of my recent photos. You like Shenmue AND trans people? That's rad!
I love my husband and my boyfriend so much, my life is fucking awesome 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Thank you!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Me in a black blue and red flower dress with my cat walking in the photo, we're both cute!
My cat Oreo photo bombed me but that's okay 🥰♥️🥰♥️
EXTREMELY URGENT!!!
Haven't paid attention to my visa expiry date in a while, Thought I had a year left, but I'm actually a year late. If I don't fix this, I'll get deported! We at least $500 for processing fees, travel expenses, and possible penalties! Link in replies!!!
Crazy to think there was a time where I thought I was only attracted to girls and now I have 1 husband and 1 boyfriend, life throws you curve balls 😅😅🥰🥰
Selfie of me in a flower dress, glasses and a face mask. Very casual photo but I look great!
Unbelievable that I can leave the house and then quickly take a pic of myself for the hell of it and still look beautiful without even trying!
Plus I used to hate taking photos of myself and now it's a fun way to pass the time! 🥰🥰🥰
We really need help for bills, gas, and groceries. We're genuinely running low. I need to go see a doctor this weekend, and whilst I have enough money for the doctor fees, I don't have enough for gas to travel to the city the doctor is in. So any bit helps. Link in replies.
Me in a flower print dress and hat sitting next to Ronald McDonald, I look really cute
Was just sitting here when this clown decides to sit next to me but I'm cute 🥰
This isn't a McDonald's btw they just have this in the shopping centre 🤷♀️
The video for those who want to watch it www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhkt...
Stick figure surrounded by black fog
Looking back at my Ed, Edd 'n' Eddy video at the parts where I talked about my life, really hits difference now that I've transitioned.
Turns out this image is dysphoria but I didn't know that then 😅
The fact that I'm thriving now and feel 50x better also has the inverse effect that now when I think about the last 28 years of my life I break down in tears because I was SUFFERING and didn't know it. I was DROWNING and I pulled myself out from hell.
How did I not know?
Me on the bus in my favourite flower dress, wearing a face mask and an owl necklace. I'm serving.
Took this picture on the bus and it reminds me of all the beautiful trans girls I would see on the internet while I dreamed of being as pretty as them.
But it's me now! I'm the pretty trans girl on the internet! It can happen to anyone! 🥰🥰🥰
Thank you!!!! 🥰🥰🥰
Pink and purple glittery nails with a black love heart on the ring finger nail
My new nails 💅 😍
If anyone can help us with some groceries and bills, I would really appreciate it! We still haven't gotten any help for a new water well, so any extra will go to that as well. Link in the replies.
I miss having a salary...
Me outside in a black flower dress and purple handbag, I look very cute and VERY happy :)
Went out with my Mum today and it was my first time outside in a dress! It was amazing and Mum could hardly believe how outgoing and happy I am compared to when she last saw me 🥰🥰🥰
🫂🫂🫂🥹🥹🥹
I had an amazing time and barely felt anxious at all, I realised for the first time in my life I felt NORMAL, I could just happily exist... I want to cry 🥹
