Did you say it was MAR10 Day this week?? Well, how about the whole week (minus Thursday) be nothing, but Mario!!
On MAR10 Day, plan to do my first any % speedrun of Sunshine for the year. Can I beat my best time of 4:03:48.17 from last year?
Big week so I hope to see you there!
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There will be no stream today. I was offered to go have lunch and spend time with my mother. It's not often I get that opportunity to do so, plus I could use a day for myself.
Stream of Dragon's Dogma with Darwin will be next Sunday or at a later day. Thank you for understanding.
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I have been getting the feeling as of late that things are starting to make more sense to me. My purpose becomes clearer. I have no idea where it will lead me to, but I've found much more peace and acceptance.
It's my time to shine and I'll be damned if I let anything take it away from me.
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Thank you all for 2K followers! 💚 24 hour stream coming soon™️ !
There will never be enough words to describe just how humbled and grateful I am to be a part of this wonderful community. Truly have made my life better and I hope I can continue to bring happiness and joy to your lives.
Thank you 💚
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Say goodbye to yesterday (say goodbye to yesterday)
I made it through, I made today, despite what I was told
You were there to rescue me (you were there to rescue me)
You shine your light, so I could see
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
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Happy Birthday Tristan!! Hope it's been a wonderful one for you 💚
I'll find other ways to rot my brain anyways. 😆 I never really got into Tiktok anyways 🤷♂️
I finally up and deleted both my X and Tiktok account. I was hardly using either of them to begin with, but in case anyone was wondering.
If anyone tries to impersonate me from either or, just know that it isn't me!
Because in all honesty, I'm better off without it.
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Because I was gone most of last week, I didn't have the time to write down anything. Tonight, I will reflect on the days and jot everything down.
For the first time in what seems like forever, I can be excited and frightened on what I'll say.
I implore others to start journal entries, trust me
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👀💦 first time with sushi yesterday....it's actually good, hello!?!? Like what have I been missing???
(Coming from someone who doesn't like most seafood)
California and sweet potato(yam tempura)....my goodness 🤤
February is upon us and I gotta say, it's been great and scary seeing what I've been writing down. I believe this just validates I should've written entries a long time ago. Better late than ever!!
Plenty on the mind, but I am hoping this flourishes into more positives than negatives.
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🎵 All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
But what I gave to you and now the end must start
Oh, I should have listened to my heart
Cause I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live that life again
Don't wanna be led down the same old road 🎵
Maybe this will be a recurring thing, every week or month.
This last week with the entries, I'm seeing myself more open and accepting on personal things in life and it has brought peace to me.
I'm feeling more like myself again and hopefully it continues that way. I'm doing my best.
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Little over half way through my entries and I'm starting to see a trend for me.
The days that something is off, got me stressed, angry, etc, I just write...ALOT.
The days I feel content/happy, not as much is written, but I still jot what I feel in that moment. Lately? The entries are short.
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One thing I decided to do for the year is writing down in a journal of whatever comes across the mind. Whether good or bad, I think it's worth jotting down. I'm hoping it helps me in more ways than I'll ever know~
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2025 had a lot of ups and some downs that really hindered a lot personally. That didn't stop me from enjoying streaming! I was able to finish 48 games which is extremely impressive in my eyes! 🥳
Here is the Tier List I did towards the end of stream. Here's to 2026~ 💚
Maybe I set the bar too high and I never see the results. I am constantly chasing what I know I want and yet what if it isn't enough?
I always pride myself on not letting the negatives get to me, but if there is anything this year has taught me, even with all the positives, one negative ruins all~
Sometimes being too kind is what gets you hurt.
It hurts knowing you tried doing your best and it still wasn't good enough.
Moving on is for those who are brave enough to let go of the past. Those who know they deserve a better future.
Moving on is a simple thing. What it leaves behind is hard~
Agreed. The memories I shared will forever live on with me. I believe in you!
It's been exactly two years ago to this day when you left this world.
I'll never understand what went through your head that day. I can't imagine the amount of pain you were going through, but I wish I had told you that everything would be alright.
I miss you friend and your memory lives on~
another mspaint raffle!!
to enter:
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repost this 👍
optionally, comment a ref or your favorite colors 🎨
picking a winner on november 30th! thanks so much!!
He lives!!!! 🤪
First one done!! 🤩
Time for my next therapy....I mean tattoo session!! 👀
With everything I've had to endure this year, I often wonder...have I done enough? Am I doing the right thing? Is there anything I can be/do better at?
I genuinely wish I knew. I'll continue to do my very best, but I can never be sure if it ever will be enough~
No where near a world record, but seeing the exact time is kinda neat! Most definitely is my personal best.
This is with ALL boos and portraits~
I now know the time I must beat next year 😈
Windows 10 End of Life is in less than 2 weeks!
But you don't have to upgrade to Windows 11!!
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MS throws you to the wolves, but the wolves will throw you a bone.
Paul, it's been real having to get to know and see you everywhere. You were always a shining beam of light. Hearing all this really hits close. I only wish the journey would've had a better outcome. I'm going to miss seeing you, but you will always be in our hearts and mind 💚 big hugs 💚
