frankie

i stopped taking it and i can almost have sex again

i did not consider the ramifications of having bariatric surgery when my entire career has been in food service

I'm in tune with various shit

lamictal has kind of made me feel like a shell of a person

i just hope i get to see it with my own eyes again someday

idk if it’s just because i’d barely been outside of the east coast before our road trip or what but i yearn so bad for those long empty roads, the silence, the stars, the dirt and the sand, the mountains, the red and the brown

something deep inside in my soul misses el paso and deep west texas more than anything i’ve ever missed before

all my roommates are losing their minds about my gigantic breasts

i think that the human body is really cool and being transgender is kind of magical and stuff

o ya today was my 4 years on T anniversary

wait i kinda went off with this

no google id be dead in 10 minutes

i can’t wait to work every day forever

my girlfriend sleeping perfectly diagonally on my bed

zine called fucking italian women

missionary and saying i love you

sneezing loud as fuck downstairs my roommate has resorted to texting me every time

i’m so sick i’m getting like 50% oxygen rn

man

it’s so fucking bad :) it’s actually SO fucking bad and i have never been more stressed out in my fucking life :) every single item of clothing i own :) hundreds of dollars of things thrown out :) they’re literally fucking everywhere and i don’t know what the fuck to do :)

i love sobbing to my girlfriend about the fucking mouse infestation in my bedroom on valentines day

i went to the art museum with my girlfriend recently and this piece made me cry so hard. i looked like her for so long. i still see her in the mirror sometimes. and she looks so beautiful. i saw myself there. that version of myself holds so much pain. i don’t know if i will ever fully process it

when you love fat people just love them a little louder please. please don’t be scared of our bodies. please make it known

today i am mad about the way i was treated when i was 100lbs heavier

i’m about to get really into petty theft and adderall

Rage bait the river my friend. Rage bait the trees and the sky above you

timing is perfect cuz i was gonna fuck the weather with my dick tomorrow 🙏

i love her so much

thinking about the other day when my gf got mad that i didn’t offer her food and then i asked if she wanted something and she said “no im not even hungry it’s fine” and then we went thrifting and i sat next to her on a couch and she was googling pictures of food