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11.03.2026 01:44
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(after cleaning my house for the last four hours in a manic state like i am going to die if i stop moving) theyre saying i am no longer mentally ill
thank youuuu 🥹 at the same time that i’m excited to be making good progress, i’m also terribly scared of finishing it and like. letting people read it. (gagging a little)
i said i wasn’t going to yap but that was me sad in bed after midnight (the devil’s hour). i’m different now. i can do a tiny yap.
thinking about this again bc i just finished the long ass chapter in which penance carries out a merciful death at the same time that crow literally delivers life. aneska, young protégé to both, drifts in the gray area between them as one who wishes to give life but is followed by death. yay
i’ve been doing it for years with sacha (his skin and hair) but theming that has held over into my work even now is the color white as symbolic of death and stillness, emptiness, and black as life, richness, fullness
maybe it’s a little presumptuous to hope someone someday will think hard about what i’m laying down but i have to hope. what else can i do
sometimes i do want to go on a long tangent talking about wip‘s themes and imagery and then i get quite tired of myself. tapping the sign in my brain that says Stop feeding the self conscious impulse to always explain yourself. just let it be in the writing, in the art, and hope someone gets it.
i loooove this about him. the sin-eater aspect especially, taking on the burdens of all else, is something i love in the sort of gestalt mythos of the unicorn. he embodies it so well
thank you he is so sharp... i love his shape very much. sexy in a gangly sort of manner that drives penance mad
LITERALLY HIM
THANK YOU!!!!!! i'm embarrassed. but i love drawing their shapes together so much
crow looking quite overconfident
couple sketches poipiku.com/13292257/128...
should i ever get on stimulants there will be signs. (animation and animatics.)
(comes back an hour and a half later) how could i have missed the chance to talk about disease by lady gaga as The penance/crow song. god. truly the song ever about desire like sickness, like fever, desperate to be cured.
makes me think of penance and aneska in a myriad of ways. specifically “i’m sorry i’m the one you love / no one will ever love me like you again”
watever maybe i can just be a poipiku guy. should the need ever rise to post cock it can go there
good yaoi morning
not typically! my art is pretty softcore. i enjoy playing with suggestion and anticipation and implication more than explicit sex, though i’ll draw the latter once in a blue moon 🫰 (disclaimer: i follow many explicit nsfw artists and love their work. this is just how i tend to go in my own work)
it‘s the combination of the ever present restraint and guilt and the terrible desire to take a bite out of crow. he wants that cookie bad
miss her so bad (private account)
i do kinda wish sometimes i was a nsfw artist and lived freely. twas not meant to be
YAY YAY YIPPEE
partly i'm just embarrassed and tend to only do barebones sketches, not full illustrations. partly i have a pipe dream to publish someday and am thinking about the optics of my personal account (this sucks). partly these are for self indulgence and don't really reflect wip at all 🤧
hubris.........
this will absolutely get deleted LOL get it while it's hot
crow looking quite overconfident
couple sketches poipiku.com/13292257/128...
cock that could even be posted
breaking news. drawing cock
the hair you've been using for them recently is SO cute and charming to me