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just saw a picture of my mom that was so joyful i started crying ???

oh my god period hormones are so ridiculous LMAO

google search how to tell your best friend you’re in love with them

and the person who could theoretically do smth abt it has been so busy lately i’m gonna take up writing smut in my (locked) notes

i have been sooo stupidly h*rny the past couple of days my GOD

very much feeling like the bane of everyone’s existence for no reason today 👍🏽

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whatever whatever whatever what fucking EVER gn

i’ve been watching vids abt librarianship and now i’m vibrating at a high frequency waiting to do my grad school apps i’m SO excited let me innnn

y’all ever love someone so much it makes you wanna thr*w up, or can you handle ur emotions regularly ?

spring break plans getting moved, i have no library job, and i’m going to have my license soon but no car like .. give me Something please 😭

co star of the day: you are worthy of the most beautiful moments in life

start giving them to me then my GOD

now that i remember my ipad exists i will be making a new media journal and using it to keep spanish notes 🙂‍↕️

an old page from a digital journal tracking all the tv shows i watched

an old page of my digital journal tracking the books i was reading

we used to be a proper country !

also i’ve been going through the whole spiral of like “i wasted time now i’m behind” and i have Got to reframe that like asap no rocky bc i probably would be in a much worse sitch if i didn’t come back to family first.

i think i’m just . not meant to be in this particular place so i’m taking the steps to change that but it’s so difficult why is adulthood so expensive 😭

i need spring break NOW .. can’t wait to be ****** into oblivion

feeling h*rny and pathetic

i miss when this was a fun side acct and not just me whining and complaining <\3

i cannot wait to move. like omg god forbid i mention a nice, FREE public resource ? idk 😭

recommended my sister look for clubs/extracurricular activities through the library and my mom laughed then said “there are clubs other places too” and it’s just lil shit like that, that makes me feel like a nuisance .

my stepdad is pissing me off to new fuckin heights this week my lord

debating buying my mom a “divorce your republican husband” sticker as a joke the other day and now i’m realizing i should’ve actually bought it ..

just remembered something so incredibly gay and adorable if what i think was supposed to happen occurs ..

missing # them :(

i love people in luv i long to have this someday <3 (doesn’t even have to be a house but . just some place that is ours where we feel safe n comfortable n held)

crying bc this couple i watch is renovating an old house and they recently moved in and this vlog ended w a freaking MONTAGE of all the things they’ve done so far 🥲

barbie doing karate “ok brain let’s solve this problem” “kms?” “ok let’s try a little harder!”

been feeling sm dread today + like i’m world’s most annoying lol

Still Life by Brasstracks & Tori Kelly on Apple Music Song · 2021 · Duration 3:12

yearn o’ clock <\3 music.apple.com/us/album/sti...

would loveee for my brain to stop seeking out a reason to be upset when there is No reason to be upset !

thinking abt this again <\\3