guts

With her and be sad. Idk man I’m seeing more and more that he just had me around to fill a void than actually want me. Whatever!!!!

For years I felt nasty and unwanted in a relationship where we rarely had sex. It hurts even more to see my ex post about his ex that he left me for more than me. Our ninth anniversary would’ve been yesterday and I didn’t see him talk about it but he’ll talk about a stupid game he would’ve played

I’m self conscious I don’t feel it’s a secret. Fat shaming is coming back in full swing and it’s engrained in me to warn people before meeting and idk it was nice being like eh this is my body and I’m gonna enjoy

You know what fuck it I’m gonna talk about it. This guy made me feel good 1. By cumming 2. By making me feel really good in my body and 3. Saying he’d love to do this again.

If I can make myself do it I’ll film it for youuuuuu

A power to share to those into it 😏

It’s like a new ability unlocked 😭

I hooked up with someone who was so persistent I could squirt and ofc I’m like suuuuuureee. BRO MULTIPLE TIMESSSSSSS LIKE IM BLASTING

I CAN SQUIRT?????????????? this opens a whole new world for me wtf

Like why can’t I have someone petting my hair to help me fall asleep while slipping it in!! CMONNNN

Horny but have to be asleep rn >:(

I saw fat pussy on the timeline and people actually like it 😭 literally hate mine so much so glad it’s enjoyed in some capacity

Saw some cute lingerie at the store today but my boobs we’re too big for it >:(

How do you balance wanting to work on yourself, start new hobbies with a full time job without isolating yourself? I just want friends but it seems impossible so maybe I should just focus on me and not care for connection 😔

Wait why do I think that’s so cute

I know I come up with the best ideas

Up for the challenge hehehe

Now it’s your turn to make me cum 😏

I reaaaallly wanna call out tomorrow from work. Someone make that decision for me

Time for us to orgasm together!

It was super tiny but it happened. Not to knock the person AT ALL because he put in the work but I think my lack of orgasms is from feeling bad the person is putting in that work but he reassured me he wanted to keep going so I came yippee!

Had my first ever orgasm due to someone else :o wasn’t very strong but it happened. I can mark that off now ✅

Maybe they don’t like that I’m shy about it? I wish I could survey people cause I wanna know I crave the answer

Nobody irl likes fat pussy and it sucks 😭 steaks too juicy I guess

Whaaaaat if I just :p

Ugh why is it hard to find genuine connection 😭 oh to be loved and seen would heal me

You’re so pretttttyyyyy

But when seeking a fwb I think I’m still trying to just lock in a relationship and my idea of it is wrong. I want planning and communication when I think fwb is just being a douche and sending a “you up?” Text when you’re horny at 2 am and I need to implement that which I did today

But the second guys intro to me was absolutely crazy asking to be my human toilet and after talking more he’s like yeah that is my weird one I ask for cause I’m depressed 😭 but he ate me out for two hours and used a mouth dildo so I’d go back to him 🤷

I put out an “ad” looking for a dom leaning switch and of course the two people I hooked up with were subs haha. I just had handle full on subs.