✨ Ark ✨

Girl who makes herself sad for no reason.

Really it's just girlcock in general but god do I love looking at girls with uncut cocks...............

I keep thinking about uncut girlcock today.

That'd be a huge help, but I think we got it sorted now, at least, temporarily

Also I don't really have enough gil to get an apartment to use as storage.

I'm so fucking torn on unsubbing from xiv. I'm no longer having fun, and I don't feel like making screenshots anymore. But I also don't wanna lose the house I have, purely bc I don't have the space to put ANY of my decor.

"Fire Devil", a commission piece of a custom HA Tokugawa and its pilot for the #LancerRPG. Posing multi-armed mechs is always a challenge, but I'm pleased with this one.

#characterdesign #ttrpgart #mecha

FUCK YOU'RE RIGHT

(Throw him off the metaphorical mountain)

Death

I wish making friends wasn't so hard sometimes.

Sorry for randomly dumping this on all of your guys' timelines but, it's something I had to get out there or it wasn't gonna leave my brain.

And when we broke up, she still wanted to be friends with benefits. Which I obviously said no to but looking back at it now I'm just kinda raising my eyebrow at it.

Kinda coming to the realization that I think my first girlfriend groomed me??

I was like, 15-16 at the time, and she was 18, and was very sexual with me despite all that, and I'm just kinda.

Hm.

Still mildly annoyed at some bad thoughts floating around but, I'll be fine at least.

So good news, brain is doing slightly better now.

FUCK OFF I DON'T HAVE A MOBILE PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!!!!

This is genuinely the worst I've felt in such a long time.

Honestly debating just crawling back into bed and staying there the entire day.

:) So far not so good lmao

really hoping tomorrow is better

haha the feelings are only getting worse holy fuck this might actually be the most miserable ive ever been

I know it's wrong but like, there's always that nagging feeling that I'm only ever being tolerated and that I'll never actually be their friends properly.

I'll just be sitting around, and then it'll be like "Btw all your friends secretly hate your guts but they'll never tell you that" and then I just feel like dogshit for the rest of the day.

My brain is so fucking stupid man.

Maybe I'll just do it anyways if any friends show interest..... Like tummy pics or something--

Look at this fucking thing.

...Honestly I just wish I was slightly hotter, or felt like I was, so I could send like, not quite nudes to friends and still get 'em flustered y'know?

I deserve to have a huge rack so I can send topless pics to my friends and get them flustered.