(offline for mental health)

Okay one final thing, please go show support to Dusky and the others who have called me out for my wrongs here. I want to come out of this a better person when I come back. And I only ask you all stick with me if I do. For now, hope you all do well.

I'm so livid right now and I think a lot of you can understand why this is a video about it because I just need to vent. The fact that I considered this person a friend.... I feel so betrayed right now.

I don't really know where to end this besides, I am sorry, I really am. Don't expect me to be back for at least a few weeks, and happy holidays! I really do wish you all the best!

I mentally, need to step away. And I don't blame any of you for never wanting to associate with me again.

I'm probably gonna leave the post up just because I deserve to be called out for it, what I said could genuinely hurt someone and I am now aware of that. I should get backlash.

I'm gonna be stepping away from this app for a while. I'm sorry to anyone I have hurt, I would never intend to do so and that was not my intention behind that post.

I apologize for anything I have said which came out as bigoted for harmful.

I will genuinely think about this more (yes I am reading every comment as they come) but I just want to reiterate one final thing, regardless of my issue with the term, found family is fantastic. To anyone who has had that, I am glad. Extremely, overwhelmingly happy for anyone that applies to.

I think the idea just bugs me because of seeing like, people dating someone for a few days immediately calling them a husband, wife, spouse, etc. or using the term to describe someone they barely know. But regardless, I just wish more terminology existed.

Just to give an example, my partner has been the one I am closest to for about 8 months now, in the time of transitioning, she's the only one I trust with a lot. With him I can just call him my partner, and I am DEFINITELY closer to him than my actual family, I would clump him into another category

I know a lot of queer people who struggle with family issues, and I am very happy for any who can develop a (for lack of a better term) "found family", that concept in itself is truly wonderful and something I really wish for a lot of people. But there is a difference between the two

My other issue is some people who I will not name taking the idea just too far, like I've known people who go in and out of relationships and call each new partner family, despite like, barely even knowing them. Which kinda just sums up my issue, people overuse this term.

My genuine opinion is this, there needs to be a different word for it. I think the idea of found families is fantastic, but there really should be a different term which is used.

This type of thing just seriously bothers me and I don't know why. I know a few people have looked to me a family figure of sorts, and that is fine, but don't refer to me as such because I am not. Pets are also sorta an exception, but I don't even like calling them family LOL.

This is definitely gonna make me some enemies but I really hate the idea of metaphorical families. Like if you aren't related to me, you aren't family, I wouldn't call any partner I am not married to family. Close friends exist sure, and are support, but not family.

Order is calc 2, geography, English, Discrete Math

Not a particularly good semester, but I will take it I guess. It was pretty challenging, Calc 2 is probably the second hardest class I have taken besides Computer Science.

It is a very sad day to be alive

Yeahhh, I used to just try paying no attention to it and doing nothing about it, and then I realized not everyone is up front about their age, and it made me lose faith in society LOL

I'm at a point where I am so done with the difference between suggestive and 18+, just limit it to 18+. It has gotten to a point where I have begun blocking these type of people, I don't want to think of horny minors let alone interact with them

To anyone applicable, sex isn't as good as you think

On the @furryli.st art feed I keep seeing this one account owned by a minor doing super suggestive art and it makes me uncomfortable. If they were eighteen, sure. But they seem to have been doing similar art for a while, possibly since fifteen or sixteen, or younger. Their first posts were from 2024

So turns out Schafrillas Productions went to Temple, I hate to say it, that means he has at least one paraphilia and is literally unwatchable now.

You're very welcome :3

Your art is beautiful and you seemed like an awesome person!

"Sky: Children of the Light" has always been free and has a lot less transphobic ties to it (amazingly, zero)

By the same team behind "Journey"

If you don't play geometry dash and have no clue what TCD is, good! I envy you! Also don't harass Doggie or any TCD members, they are also all very talented players which is probably why this stings so much.

And the worst part is it feels like every member of TCD is getting more unbearable as a result. Doggie's channel ESPECIALLY! Like my man, wtf are those YouTube shorts! Also, why the hell do I need to know what brizz means, like dude I hate to say it, kids watch your videos! (Don't look it up)

Random rant: TCD fucking sucks. It feels very corporate, and like I know they have been friends for years, but the videos literally only feel like they exist for clicks. Just look at the thumbnails, every single one has either Doggie, someone larger who is featured, or is clickbaity.

*glances and you horrified before I attempt to run*

Star Giant Productions whenever discussion paying her fucking artist & editors came up:

That ought to teach you about grabbing my muzzle ya chum *bleps arrogantly*

*bites*