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Rook Killjoy (dirtyhands the ninth)

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Rook_Killjoy/Faux_Fox_. Queer transmasc NB photographer, watercolorist, & gig worker. Invisibly disabled, neuro spicy, pagan, Alabamian. Really quite tired. I swear a lot. They/Them Header by me. PFP by @karidru.bsky.social https://ko-fi.com/rookkilljoy

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Fully agreed!

12.03.2026 11:07 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

LMAO

Kiddos. πŸ˜‚

You know, I don't think I've ever had a chocolate one?

12.03.2026 11:02 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you for everyone sharing and supporting - got a week to go, am working flat out.

12.03.2026 10:49 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Large green and blue oval labradorite pendant wrapped in wavy silver wire, sitting in black and white gift box.

Large green and blue oval labradorite pendant wrapped in wavy silver wire, sitting in black and white gift box.

Small purple lepidolite drop pendant netted in silver wire, sitting in black and white gift box.

Small purple lepidolite drop pendant netted in silver wire, sitting in black and white gift box.

5 new pendants up last night - who's going to be first to take one home?

oishiny.etsy.com

Free international shipping included.

#Handmade #ShopIndie

12.03.2026 10:50 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 2

I'm with Little Bird!! I absolutely LOVE the regular ones!

I have never heard of a peanut butter and jelly croissant before but that sounds freaking amazing! And with pecans on top! 🀀

12.03.2026 10:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Also, I want to be clear, this is a personal trauma thing, it's not a "other people are doing it wrong". I don't want anyone to feel like I'm picking at them.

My brain is just an asshole.

12.03.2026 10:50 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Damn that looks good. πŸ‘€

12.03.2026 10:27 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
A beautiful black cat laying on a blanket (on me in bed)

A beautiful black cat laying on a blanket (on me in bed)

I am not allowed to get out of bed this morning. Sorry, not sorry, for any inconvenience.

12.03.2026 10:17 πŸ‘ 23 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It's such an odd feeling!

12.03.2026 10:21 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

*hugs*
Thank you! πŸ’™πŸ«‚

12.03.2026 10:20 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

5 pendants, new up tonight! 3 labradorite, 2 lepidolite. Come get your shiny things!

12.03.2026 01:29 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

*gentle hugs offered*

Thank you for that reminder. I needed it.

12.03.2026 10:07 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Also, thank you. Ran out of room there. πŸ’™

12.03.2026 09:59 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

You know, I did not even think about the fact that I am diabetic & have metabolic syndrome which is why I'm fat. Even with the side effects from the glp1, I still sometimes feel like I will never be full.

And I suppose some of it comes from "family" "jokingly" warning me about watching what I eat.

12.03.2026 09:59 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™

12.03.2026 09:51 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ’™πŸ«‚πŸ’™

Thank you. It's somewhat difficult when needing to crowd fund for groceries/food because I can't make my portions smaller. When I try to stretch things as far as possible I end up with waste (that makes ne sad) or just not getting enough.

Why did my brain have to start on this tonight? Rude!

12.03.2026 09:51 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

???

12.03.2026 09:47 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Why do I need more. 😭

12.03.2026 09:30 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

The trauma of my childhood probably is not helping with (this that is the understatement of the year), because for so many years there was just not enough and I never knew where my next meal would come from. So I look at plates and I wonder what is wrong with me.

12.03.2026 09:28 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like it takes me more to be satisfied and also that makes me feel weird about my ED I still struggle with (which surprises everybody because it's restriction & because I'm fat people expect it to be binging.)

I know I should not compare my plate to others but I feel inadequate as a human.

12.03.2026 09:28 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

CW: ED, food, poverty trauma

Often when people post meals they've plated I get a very unpleasant feeling inside because I feel like compared to everyone else, my food portions/ meals are so much more than everybody else's. But I have also had near 43 years of living in abject poverty.

12.03.2026 09:28 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 1
bsky symbol and "3 people have blocked you"

bsky symbol and "3 people have blocked you"

POV: you just asked a "joined Nov '24" Ally on bluesky to not fantasize about your state-sanctioned murder

12.03.2026 01:16 πŸ‘ 290 πŸ” 29 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 0
Digital artwork of a boar piglet with shooting stars patterned fur

Digital artwork of a boar piglet with shooting stars patterned fur

shoating star πŸ’«

11.03.2026 14:07 πŸ‘ 1954 πŸ” 498 πŸ’¬ 9 πŸ“Œ 0

Trans people existing is more important than eating at chili's or watching Harry Potter on HBO. I have no problem throwing all these companies in the dustbin

12.03.2026 05:26 πŸ‘ 858 πŸ” 255 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 7
An illustration of two frogs pulling wheelie luggage.
Text reads:
It’s Just Us*
* and our years of emotional baggage
Jaunty Art 26

An illustration of two frogs pulling wheelie luggage. Text reads: It’s Just Us* * and our years of emotional baggage Jaunty Art 26

It’s Just Us*

30.01.2026 08:37 πŸ‘ 116 πŸ” 20 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3
close up of lots of deep purple violet flowers

close up of lots of deep purple violet flowers

Violet appreciation post. πŸ’œ

12.03.2026 08:04 πŸ‘ 39 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0
Digital gouache painting Constable Earstripe from T.Kingfisherβ€˜s Saint of Steel Series. He is a gnole (essentially, badgerfolk), and is bipedal and clad in leather armour and carrying a spear.

Digital gouache painting Constable Earstripe from T.Kingfisherβ€˜s Saint of Steel Series. He is a gnole (essentially, badgerfolk), and is bipedal and clad in leather armour and carrying a spear.

Constable Earstripe. I’m currently reading the β€žSaint of Steelβ€œ series by T. Kingfisher. It has romance, hilarity, absurdity, horror, and badgerfolk, a.k.a. gnoles!
I’m also working on a gouache brushset for Procreate, which this was made with. =)

11.03.2026 09:29 πŸ‘ 777 πŸ” 166 πŸ’¬ 27 πŸ“Œ 5
Preview
Crewneck Tees Launching March 12, 2026! We've brought our standard crewneck tee production in-house! Better quality, lower prices, and the attention to detail you always expect from us.

And we're live! All NK cotton crew tees, $14.99 for the next week!

Go buy shirts from a trans-owned business and help me pay my bills and my employees!

nerdykeppie.com/collections/...

12.03.2026 07:22 πŸ‘ 18 πŸ” 21 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah, they only stole our safe, but they broke a shelf in doing so. Also they bent our door frame so we can’t close the door. 😭

We’re finally going cashless, folks. Gotta put up the ol β€œno cash, no safe” sign like a few other local spots have already done.

10.03.2026 16:24 πŸ‘ 134 πŸ” 26 πŸ’¬ 21 πŸ“Œ 12

πŸ’™

12.03.2026 05:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0