feeling like i might want to finally open comms again to light a fire under my ass and draw more
would it be weird to open em when i didnt post much for a couple months
ooo keep staring then :3 staring directly at pearly's tum everytime they appear is a pretty good idea
i mean it in the most affectionate way i can possibly muster......
pearly should be fat!! and have a fat ass!!! and etc etc
well i missed castform day but hopefully somethins on the way (and maybe more than this but we'll see)
ooh thanks for the page its rly helpful
theres lots of em ya! but til now i usually just got blindsided by em, also didnt realize there were multiple per day so i didnt think there was enough room for every pokemon hehe
:> theres a random npc in the game where if u sideflip in front of her a bunch her boobs get bigger www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-eb...
tomorrow is castform day??? theres a castform day?????? FUCK i gotta draw pearly
sideflips in front of u repeatedly and makes ur boobs bigger
ratchet and clank for the ps2 is really cool because it has official breast expansion in it
also there will inexplicably be random things from the real world that just exist and you're not meant to look too deeply into it
Five Guys exists and so does YMO (cass's fav band) and im not gonna put effort into thinking of pokemon versions of their lore or anything, they're just There
i havent rly publicly developed my pokemon oc world a ton yet but it's kinda just a real world universe but with super cool pokemon instead of super lame humans, with as few ties to the mainline pokemon games as possible (no trainers, no pokeballs, if anything it's closer to pmd (cuz pmd is cooler))
experimental colors yippee!! this is my first time trying lineless stuff so it's probably not perfect
also new hairstyle for cass lol
cass (jirachi) floating in a space-y background with her eyes closed, legs apart, and her boobs large AS per usual. lights and sparkles and stuff are formin around her
cass
me (pastel the minccino) sleepin in a bed with a birthday hat thingy on. i'm 21!!
birthday
bust of valorie (ditto) kinda just There bein all slimy and stuff
yeah i need to do more with her
fun thing about doing jellyfish sisters art is deciding on differences between gigi and merri
gigi is DEFINITELY shorter and fatter this much is true
anyway i was trying to do art of the jellyfish sisters from superstar saga cuz theyre hot and ive wanted to draw them for years
mayb i'll work on it again iunno
obviously this is me focusing on the worst of my feelings and wallowing in self-pity. i am my worst critic and etc. etc.
maybe after posting this i just need to pick up my tablet again and doodle some shit and then, wowzers, things'll get better
but yeah..sorry for not doing more than i could
for the past few days or so i was working on an art piece and i just dont even feel like looking at it anymore. i felt good about it for a while and then at some point i just felt like a fraud
what's the point of my art when other artists everywhere are more skilled and actually post consistently
i was able to draw a lot of stuff this may and in general mid-2025, so i know i *can* be more productive
but it's like. i have so much free time on my hands and i can only output one art post a month? what a fucking joke
yet again i dont even have anything planned for the holidays
i think the end of the year is getting to me because i'm just reflecting on how horrible my productivity has become
doesnt help that new year's eve is my birthday so, y'know. getting older and getting to think about how much of this year i wasted
LMAO yeah me when i acquire the ability to summon three rocks
it's just that like, i always feel that people following here wouldnt care about crappy doodles, or sfw fanart, or backgrounds if i ever try those; so i want a space for that stuff
plus having an account friends and others can follow me on without getting flashbanged by nsfw stuff would be nice
alright im leaning towards making one
tbh i dont think i'd treat this account much differently than i already have so far, i'd still post like sfw of my ocs and stuff sometimes
and i'd probably repost stuff from over there on this account, and not really hide the connection between the two
of course every time i think about making an sfw alt it always comes back to "bitch im so unproductive with art in the first place nobody cares"
maybe making a new account would make me wanna do more doodles, or maybe i'd just end up spreading thin across two accounts now
iunno..
ive always hated the thought of separating myself into sfw and nsfw but like? im not afraid of being honest about whats my nsfw alt or whats my sfw alt so it probably wouldnt matter
and even as a high-level Horndog it'd be cool to have people following me for reasons other than nsfw
i need to sleep on this (and im snoozin immediately after sending this) but the last few minutes have been the most ive considered making an sfw alt
Big Boob-omb on the Sum- wait, did I just? Uhhh, WOW. Did NOT mean to say that haha, talk about embarrassing!
ive been planning to replay the panzer dragoon series this december for a while now but holy FUCK i didnt expect to be so obsessed about its world from just the first two games (zwei especially)
and today i started saga im gonna fucking explode!!!!!!!!! this game is so gooddd
like how in pmd rescue team smeargle can paint you a pokeball symbol flag for your team base
literally the Only time in the entire pmd franchise the pokeball is explicitly shown i think?? how does smeargle know about this
