any time im carpooling and someone asks if i want them to drive and i throw up a massive❌like we both already know i want to be able to eat at the destination why are u asking
im da taxi boss
I'm a fool thinking I know what's coming every time spring comes around
my allergies are so bad,,,, why did I think winter was bad when spring exists
go home grandpa
there's something about dracthyr flying that gets me looking at the landscape more
my mum busted out the Fancy Cutlery (that is rarely used) to bolster my cutlery drawer so now I can feel posh as shit eating my instant ramen
also look at these hyper specific serving tools I love weird shaped things
thanks u past me who was full of beans for putting in the 110% effort I can't right now (but I will again someday 😤)
obvious bonus is that it aids my (very slow, but surprisingly steady) recovery back into being a Person but I also feel so clinical thinking that way when it all really just amounts to warm fuzzies in my chest that I can't ever have enough of
it's a hard thing to ask for outright because it feels needy (which is accurate, but vulnerable) so knowing I have people around me who still want to pick up those plates I can't spin by myself anymore is really really nice
feeling mushy about the fact friends still reach out despite my ultra giga low bean levels the past few months because it's isolating as hell to not be able to reach out with intention
I forgot how nice it feels to wake up and think "I really want to play [game]"
I just remembered I took a video of the absolute racket the birds were making the other day please enjoy them popping off (they were really trying new things)
whenever I restock my char siu pork in the freezer I allow myself one (1) treat bowl
your cheese milord
me when i dont wanna get out of bed
it's hard to show just how big sleeve comfy it is but I also rarely get brown clothes and I'm glad I did !!
me............
I'm digging this up to inform u that I got a cardigan last month and it's become my go to comfy house cardie thank u for the wooly brain worm
they've changed tactics and now their goal is extreme envy
o to be a ladybird, huddled for warmth
three groups of ladybirds on a wall in groups of 2, 1, 3
I feel like they're starting to give puzzle game clues
I hope u know that getting to play with u and shoot the shit(ty puns) on the reg has contributed to a big upswing in good brain juice
I am composed of 90% mucus right now and my sinuses are at war
but now I'm getting back to being able to take notes and pay attention with a clear head and god did I miss being a more active participant instead of just absorbing friend time (still good, but I like participating way more)
the fact that I'm still rotating setting details in my brain and slowly considering doing creative work again is so reassuring actually,,, knowing that I'm dealing with bone deep depression doesn't actually help when the joy of hobbies is stripped from me regardless of self awareness
I realised that I'm back to being able to enjoy ttrpg time (with gusto) and that makes me very happy
nature is healing
okay the ladybirds are getting too rowdy and trying to drown themselves in my plant dishes now I think it's time to go outside
the sun still being up after 4pm is kinda sick actually
hands u a pile of paper
growing their first orbs,,,,
finally figured out where to put my recipe board >:)
I think it's neat, though, that I've had these conversations and can think about queerness so much and with so much input from so many others who are queer in vastly different ways and I love that for me in this moment in time
