Lime (BED 29/312)

like I'm sure it's delicious but also🫠????

i just can't do it, it looks cold and wet and slimy and leafy

I'm generally an adventurous eater yeah? "fear foods" as i identify them in relation to my symptoms are things I still enjoy but am afraid of because they tend to trigger binge tendencies. that being said, I'm SURE ceviche is good. but that shit looks like the drain trap after a load of dishes

When ordering a passport (which everyone who can afford it should be doing) pay the additional $200 and order a passort CARD. After my mother's credit card was stolen I stopped showing my DL as my ID. I show my passport card which does not have my address on it. I don't keep my DL in my wallet.

frozen mango accomplishes a similar texture! avocado too for a more neutral flavored base, but it's a bit higher cal

I've not been locked in, I've actually been doing quite poorly on account of the whole having my rights taken away

The point is for you to be scared.

The point is for you to be too exhausted and inundated to take true action.

The point is for you to feel defeated.

The point is for you to feel isolated.

Don’t believe the point.

Take a deep breath.

Focus on community, on tangible actions.

TLDR: There is nothing enforceable for the immediate future. It will take months or years to implement this via rulemaking or bureaucratic changes which are then subject to legal challenge. While it's worrying, there's no immediate change yet for most trans people. Do not comply in advance.

thinking about this post again

applying to a bunch of desk jobs, if i get one I'm rewarding myself with samples of these 3 fragrances I've been wanting to try since forever. goat by w0lf brothers, scatamalis by JD (which is just the base notes of juste filthy) and Betula by 0lfactive pharmacy

LOCKING. IN.

binge cycle the last 3 days god damnit

not trying to get pity from this, just like. WOW they had absolutely 0 chill

smth about like, shut up and get off until you've earned being here or whatever. like idk man this isn't the skinny olympics this is a mental disorder vent/solidarity space.

as someone with BED since childhood, who is very medically fat but does struggle with unhealthy overeating, purging, AND restriction, ED spaces were very hostile. i got my FB doxxed on edblr when i was 15 and my parents told about my account, but luckily they never grabbed pics and i just deleted 🙃

should rly get on normalsky so I'll post more art lol

drew a silly beast today :3

thanks so much! I'll try that tmrw night ^^

hey #edsky does anyone else have a hard energy crash after they break a long fast? Started doing omad recently and I'm trying to figure out if me feeling so drained a couple hours later is that or just not enough regular sleep

neither? both? landed on having something else with it and starting another 24 hr fast. only ate a few of the bbq saltines because i burnt them 😒

either an omad or I'm going for a 1000 limit today, undecided

do what you're comfortable with, but i haven't had anyone be weird about my stats here yet and i am big enough to have a tlc show about it

family getting breakfast eating out while I'm fasting and I'm just getting a diet pepsi. feeling good about it :)

oop i should update my bio since my CWs are misleading :'3

omad (600)
it scratches my brain good that the calories of the individual parts of the meal are 200/200/200...

disordered rlship with food (abuse, +food being my only major sign of affection from my abuser) from like age 5, spiraled into BED around age 9 or 10 when all of my family started working jobs at once, and then around 16 trying to recover just sort of sent everything off kilter

looking at 14 year old me (hated math but was weirdly good at it) like oh man you don't even know how much of a statistical analysis freak you're going to be in 8 years. you grow up and start considering becoming a political risk analyst.