sᴀʀɢᴇ - tis so lonely between the stars

heavensward map design

Screenshots from Final Fantasy XIV that depicts scenery from Las Vegas. A gondola ride, large fountain, and a ridiculous large sphere.

Living Memory is just Las Vegas

#FFXIV #Dawntrail

crossing the stars into a hopeful new year

Zale (2023)

Sea of Stars

Jowy Atreides (2023)

Suikoden 2

trying to learn how to draw cute chibis.. it's very hard.

A commission for @squirrelolo.bsky.social

just wanted to give a small update:

tomorrow I start therapy so hopefully I'll be getting help with my anti-socialness and inability to draw 😔

I'm going to be staying off socmed a bit longer until I've had a decent amount of sessions

checking discord keeps spiking my anxiety for no reason so i've been avoiding it until i feel like im in a better mental space.

im not looking for people to disprove me or make me feel better or anything.

ive struggled with being social and stuff for over two decades at this point so this is just my way to let people know this is a "its me, not you" moment im having.

just so i have it somewhere

ive been on a hiatus for the past few weeks because ive been feeling overwhelmed with stagnation in my art.

socially ive also been on a "maybe my friends only tolerate me and dont actually like me" binge too so these are the reasons why i haven't been around much 😔

A smiling hisuian typhlosion bust.

i can only do rough doodles rn but uhhhhh i have another fav in s/v. i love this tired/zonked creature

a meme showing a circle of hands labeled with variations of "[konami property] fans" around a center that reads "hating konami"

a charm idea (like, a physical item)

a local hobby shop had some employees playing the digimon tcg while it was slow and i thought it was adorable

i know i want to draw but im yoyoing between "need to spend time improving my style" and "want to create some sort of original work but everything feels like its been done already so i dont know what to do" limbo

been struggling with art motivation recently again 😔

i binged all of dungeon meshi in one sitting lets goooo

teaching

third time this week a package of mine got returned to sender im going to mcfreakin' lose it

these are so cute what da heck

iM HOWLING SJKDHFJKDSFHJK

seeing the new banlist for digimon has me in shambles as a purple player

rip eyesmon my beloved you were too good for your own good

we love starter decks (sadly I did not pull the chase metalgaruru)

i love my son ;;

screenshot is bad because i was waiting for a dps refill SoS lmao

i love my son ;;

its that time of "feeling overextended so im going to be a hermit" again