Ash~✿

Obligatory "ugh, Toronto drivers. 😑"

new reaction image just dropped #PokemonPokopia

a raccoon is looking out of a green door ALT: a raccoon is looking out of a green door

:)

Blue! If trying to narrow down something specific I seem to gravitate to cornflower blue. :)

I wanna say I remember yours being a teal-y family but I could be mixing up friends' fav colours. 😭

Even twitter, back in the day at least, still didn't feel "right" for stuff like cosplay. Like not in a content way but a format way. Same as I have a hard time bringing my fandom enjoyer or personal life things to IG.

Many can post anywhere but my spicy brain is too rigid on structure lol

And I'll be honest, I've stopped trying to post much at all because it sucks feeling invisible in front of everyone who calls you a friend. That's the platform's fault entirely (or at last like 90% of it) but god it still sucks hard when all you want is for people you like to like things about you.

I just want to be able to say and share and post things in one place. One platform that works.

All I wanna do is talk about my life and share my thoughts and post pictures and be unhinged about my fictional crushes and all my friends are there to see and know me and maybe know my favourite colours.

It's always a bummer that you can't have all the people you care about be active on the same platform. And at the same time my brain is very rigid about what kind of posts go to where, and no matter how hard I try I can't ever seen to overcome that imaginary barrier.

This set up too perfectly 🥲

Digital artwork of Sophie, Calcifer, and Howl from Howl’s Moving Castle as Sylvanian Families/Calico Critters dolls

sylvanian families sophie + howl + calcifer 🌟

BRO SHOWS UP LITERALLY HALF NAKED AND MAKES JOKE SO BAD THE ANIMATION QUALITY JUST DISAPPEARS. OMFG I LOVE YOU TAKABA!!!!

Watching a special interest show with a couple friends is a kind of joy I'm not blessed with often but it just makes it that much more special. 🥹♥️

Thank you for watching JJK Hidden Inventory with me. ♥️

Goopy hands are the absolute worst

I know that better options exist but I still find myself just attempting to art using my phone and finger. 😂

There's a lot of explanation needed here but it's an OC story thing. Mama cam only talk to you in a dream dimension but by this point it's all being drained into the void that is her face.

Tonight 👍📺

Fuuuuck
These came out so fucking cool!
Meanwhile, in the halls of Shinra Tower.

#renooftheturks #Renocosplay #shinrafuckers

If any friends or mutuals want to come join as I make friends watch the movie version of Hidden Inventory (Jujutsu Kaisen) tomorrow around 7pm est ur more than welcome! Likely via discord.

And if you haven't seen any JJK that's fine. It's the first part of season 2 but it's very much prequel-y.

Too bad we're rolling with it. 😼

ff8

Glad you're healing well.

My jujutsu blorbo shelf is growing. Recently my local Hot Topic was selling old merchandising things for charity so I got a mini poster for Hidden Inventory, aka my favourite JJK arc.

I don't want to be here anymore. There's nothing for me and nothing to want me and I'm just so tired. And I don't even want to get better. I'll still have to face the same pain and I'm just done with it.

But I won't do anything. It's not even an option. So the silence remains.

Crying on my blorbos because fictional people can't hurt me. I can at least use my imagination to receive the comfort and support that actually helps me feel better.

I'm not at all surprised that my body is struggling to handle all the stress and despair. I just wish I had better control over the shaky limbs. I'm fine, but I have to keep leaning on things at work and move slower and that's not efficient.

I wish there was a sequence of words to say "I don't feel like my life has anything I want to live for" without it either being dismissed as not serious enough or blown completely out of proportion.

It's just a statement of how I feel. Of how I've been feeling for such a long time.

How it feels at work this morning (blown breaker and then nasty water flooding from 35+ year old pipes).

“I swear by this sword, victory shall be yours”

Getting an opportunity to shoot Miss Jean in an actual (deconsecrated) church was such a wild opportunity I could not pass up, and holy cow the RESULTS.

✨ Cosplay by me with sword 3d file and accessories from @dangerousladies.ca
📸 @heavenly.photo

"Three for the gleam of a jewel or a smile" - The Third House, Mouth of the Emperor

👑 @toastheaven.bsky.social
🦴 @battlefrocks.bsky.social
📸 @heavenly.photo

Find the things you CAN do and do as many of them as you can handle. And after that it's actually okay to do other things.

Like, putting it harshly, the people being murdered don't actually give a shit if we feel really bad about it if all we do is hit repost a bunch of times.