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// hypermess, open scat

finished sketch comm for @messykobold.hyperscat.com !! had a ton of fun with this one >:) thanks again!

ok back to the regularly scheduled programming—

i don't want to make a habit of posting so outwardly upset like this.

feel however the hell you wanna feel about the infographic i made on a random, angry afternoon and how i worded it. but donate to a charity or volunteer for a soup kitchen before you bring your useless complaints to me.

and i am ESPECIALLY fucking sick of csa victims, like myself and many of my friends, being entirely sidelined and even disregarded and scorned in favor of rallying against alleged crimes against completely FICTIONAL or HYPOTHETICAL victims because it's EASY to.

I am sick and tired of my friends and community being constantly demonized and excommunicated for the crime of being openly who we are in a world that is actively hostile to us. I'm sick of having to turn the other cheek when people pedojacket us because they can't differentiate fiction from reality

i get the occasional reply on this along the lines of "no one's going to actually listen to you" "this is too passive aggressive" etc etc.

i do not care.

Especially if you live in the UK or are familiar with renting in the UK, my friend Ari could use some advice. Thank you 🙏

CW: Update

Last week my roommate's mother collapsed suddenly during the evening and needed emergency CPR before being taken to hospital. Following three surgeries to stop a haemorrhage and a blood clot in her brain she is now on the road to recovery

However this has had unforeseen effects

NO GOD GET ME OUT!!!!!!!

what the fuck happened

this is blowing up insane style so uh. hi thats my fursona lobo who uses it/they and i draw ocs shitting their pants primarily. with many included contrived fantasy scenarios 👍

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I have updated my address so if anyone wants to uhh uhmmm buy me little treats like diapers or toys (horny) or toys (not horny) or gift cards for groceries i will be so appreciative!!!!!!!!!

if its any consolation my usage of the word contrived is PURELY positive. the more ridiculous and specific the setup the better, personally. so go absolutely wild and never hold back, my friend 🫡

i don't mind this one escaping containment because I'm getting such a wild variety of people's favorite contrived fantasy scenarios in the quotes that it's genuinely kind of fascinating

this ain't even the first time this happened for me XD

oh no my use of the word contrived is entirely positive. contrived and ridiculous is exactly how i like it. i like it when the worldbuilding and exposition is so clearly centered on propelling the author's fetish it genuinely brings me joy

i need the eight pages of exposition before i can cum

when it works it works

Just know the frustration is real and natural. you can return to art once it's all out and you're ready to give it a shot. and especially remember that your art is important, powerful and necessary, because it has YOUR voice. not just cause it looks good. :^)

so we view our own art differently. It's all natural and even artists with 50+ years under their belt experience it too on occasion. Allow yourself some healthy time and space to cry and scream about it! Have a big ugly tantrum about how unfair it is then cuddle someone you trust to talk about it.

it's less that it gets permanently easier, it just gets easier to recognize when you're falling into that sort of "dip" in the cycle, and eventually easier to recenter and climb out. As our art process develops and grows and we see more artists that inspire us, our personal visual standards shift++

its more standardized name is "pathological demand avoidance" (all main sources i can find are children-oriented) and it more regularly refers to the phenomena of "well you told me to/I'm being expected to do the thing so i don't wanna do the thing" but it spans a bit broader than just that.

Which in that case, it really is just a matter of consistently drawing *anyway* and self-soothing that it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to get done. it is admittedly excruciating the first many times, but it gets easier as you continue.

My best assumption is either autism task avoidance (which there's no real nice fix for other than "just do it even if you don't want to") or your personal visual standards demanding perfection and freaking you out.

wrote some new kinky messing and wetting fanfic for my o/ne p/iece heads. this time it is uta flavoured :)

archiveofourown.org/works/80758136

i don't know tags yet but hey. it's real

CACKLING

// diapers

my pack of starry nights arrived so I had to doodle something real quick :-)

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