ms.misty-eyed

obviously 100.

perhaps its my turn to step away? im not me. havent been for a while. its bad right now so leaving is for the best.

you guys take care, okay? 🫂

red. its what I see day in and day out. I close my eyes? red. i blink? red. it's like im drowning in a sea of red. I dont know how to make it go away my outlets aren't working much anymore if at all. and its not so much anger as it is pain? red is everywhere it clouds my vision. fucking red..

word vomit. I seem to have a case of that today..disgusting 😕 it happens when im uncomfortable and anxious. im ready to actually vomit if it means it'll stop the word vomit 😮‍💨

sometimes its okay to step away. you come first. you do what you think is best for you. yes, you will be missed. thats a given. but know that we're here for you should you need any of us. you're loved, appreciated and cared for. and youre not alone 🫂

I know growing up food was a reward not something guaranteed and sometimes even if it was rewarded it could easily be snatched away to teach a lesson whatever the lesson they wanted to teach

why can I go without eating? I never feel hungry. my stomach never growls to indicate that I am. I basically have to force myself to eat and even then it makes me sick to my stomach. the moment I take a bite of something it makes me retch/heave. 😮‍💨

"you're looking mighty unapproachable, D"

*puts my book down* that cant be true because here you are approaching me

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it was. I think that mightve been the most sleep ive gotten in a while. and I would gladly do it again ♡

I slept under the rain last night. well, under the canopy. the way it fell and bounced off the material was soothing.

I thought as much. did you ever fall asleep to the sound of it?

what was that like? ♡

it's actually perfect outside right now. it smells like it might rain. so being outside under the canopy at 3am just got a whole lot better

reading instead of sleeping?

I should be sleeping not sitting outside underneath my canopy at 3 in the morning reading..ive been out here all night.

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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I didn't think so ♡

would you like me to be any other way?

but that means I have to wait for you to get better and no longer be sick so that I may get a hug. im not a fan of that. the "waiting" part. I obviously want you to get better though. thats the only thing that matters.

you know, that's not very nice. I'm more than certain a hug from the lovely sin would make everything better.

gimme your hugs. if I get sick then so be it.

Mi piacerebbe sentirmi completo anche se solo per un po' di tempo

aren't you so perceptive. I am not fine now, but, it'll pass. it always does.

I can't make that promise. it would be a lie and I don't want to lie to you.

you know me. I'm doing fine.♡

that's wonderful news! glad to hear that you're feeling better ♡

how good it feels to see you back on the timeline. you've been missed. how are you feeling? better, I hope?