ryn 🔐

logging back into this account again exclusively so i can whine about my life without whining directly at my friends

please work-sama stop giving me midday and closing shifts, the anxiety cripples me and i cant do anything productive 🥹

girl who’s feeling lonely and isolated yet does nothing to remedy that

guh

for someone who likes to preach to others that they’re never a bother to their friends, i sure feel that way. a-all of the time

thinking unhelpful thoughts again 😓

i need to do the opposite and make an ff account i can send all the ff stuff to LMAO

augh. back to thinking that theres way too much ffxiv on my feed and that i need to prune my following list again …

augh

fighting the urge to be in my feelings 😓

praying to god i dont cry at work today 😭

anxiety so bad its giving me nausea 😭

THIS GOES HARD AS FUCK

I need people to stop sharing around the conspiracy theory that Char Aznable was somehow responsible for the death of Garma Zabi. They fought together!! Garma was his best friend!! All you’re doing is spreading malicious slander about an ace pilot currently mourning the loss of his partner

As screenwriter of the Labubu movie I want to clear up some misconceptions. Yes, technically they do eat human flesh, but only necrotic tissue around wounds. Doctors use them to clean up injuries and promote positive health outcomes. Labubus are humanity’s allies, except for evil Labubus of course

hell yeah lets do it

watching slimeirl play minecraft hardcore for the first time and the thanalan battle music from the Evil MMOJRPG came on in the background 👿

バックハグ

i cant lie there’s nothing like the dopamine rush you get after a spar or a fight (unless you got your ass kicked) i unironically would love something like that

being a morning person means crashing out while all of your friends are peacefully sleeping

god i need to make more trans or even queer friends IRL

i know they’re out there, even here. but fuck dude i just. i dunno. in useless 🤗

ugh

i feel silly being scared of injections but i have to inject on my left thigh this week… i hate fuckin directly looking at my own scars, and guess where my most prominent scars are 🥰

i just need to get it out of my system- its not like venting per se, but just… a fucked up form of self expression

i think if there’s anything that truly pushes me to like, become an “artist,” itd be the desire to express my relationship with self-harm in a way that didnt feel corny or as a way to get sympathy

its time for my bi weekly desire to do things to myself that i surely wont regret later

lonely 😓

looking at my scars is making me feel an extra flavor of shit today 🥀

i hate how drastically my mood changes year round but its especially horrible in winter 😭 doesnt help i slept like shit too….

when u randomly wanna fuckin cry…

I WANNA BE GAY AND AFFECTIONATE AND CRINGE AND LOVEY DOVEY