Ash

I hate how much this is me lol

SpongeBob?

The AI bros are suddenly real quiet.

My suffering will soon be over.

What is that feeling called when you are listening to a song but you only really know it from a mashup so you wonder why half the song is missing?

What's that feeling called when you see queer teens having queer relationships and you feel so happy for them cause they can be true to themselves as the times change, but you were never able to do that at their age so you just get kind of sad and imagine what life would have been if you could have?

Realizing I actually can do something positive.
I have the ability to make someone's day better by reaching out and asking how they are doing.
I no longer feel quite as useless or unable to do anything.

Do you feel chronic shame for everything you do or plan to do?
Or did you grow up outside of a fundamentalist household?

AI "artists" spamming me with bullshit commission offers after I said I was thinking about commissioning.
Get blocked and reported.

New new game: looking through old photos to try and find anything but red flags.

New game: looking through old photos to try and find my own red flags.

5000 hours in FFXIV

Dragonair! My favorite!

Star Trek TNG changed my life.
Modern Trek makes me want to end it.

Bureaucrat to Villainess is the most wholesome anime this season. Definitely my pick for winter 2025.

But if I can't provide value to others in some way then I am useless.

Terrified of actually going out and meeting new people to play tabletop games with.
Fear controls my life.

I haven't had the energy lately to finish painting my Adepta Sororitas models. Of course it's related to being depressed about my future.
I need to gaslight myself into wanting to listen to an audiobook.

There are only two genders, Third dimensional beings and c̷̟̟̼͔̗̟̰̀͗͌̃̏͠ͅh̵̨̳̜͚̲̗͚̾͝ͅî̷͙̩̬͔̻̞̼͕̮̹̈̅̃͑̅̐͗̓̐͆̃͜͝͝ṛ̵̛̥̩̥̟̝̖̃̿̓̏̓̃̄̿̋̚a̵̢̟̺̤̪̩̒̊͊̔͌̿̿l̷̮̖̻͓̖̺̺̍̈b̴̨͇͍͎̤͖̙̞̜͉͕̲̍̍́͗̆͛̕̚͜͜͠͝ơ̸̢̢̩̲̤͚̪̹̯͇̻̳̟̆̀͛̀̂̀͆͊̔̿̀͛͘͠͠t̵̢̡̛̜͔̪͕̺̹̤͂̅̾̎̽͒̈́̋̈́̇͐͜ͅt̵̨̨̡͖͓̯͉̭̟̗̀̍̀̒͑̊͛̌͐̎͂̾͋͘̚͝ȯ̶̬͕͙͛́̒̍̒͑̉̃̐͠͠͝͝m̷̦̦͚̠͈̪͗̉̇́̈͌̀͘ṡ̵̨͔̝̫͉̮̝̤̣̱̻̞͚̌̌̾̓͋̒̑̈͒͒̄̎̊̅̄͜͝ͅ

Usually we dick measure on longest playtime in our unhealthy coping mechanism MMO.

The despair from modern politics has nothing on the lovecraftian abyss that is omega-verse fujoshis.

Is it autistic to instinctively cock your head when you are confused because you learned the behavior from dogs?

Playing Overwatch 1 in a private server with a rumblepack buttplug in to own the libs

Teams bad
Discord good

Bury me in the Miku casket

Hey, could you shut the fuck up? I'm trying to express joy for something amazing that has inspired me.

My favorite hobby is never playing competitive games.

I don't like playing video games where you have to play a man.

spending 8 hours on Youtube playables and slowly breaking down