My suffering mentally, emotionally, and physically embarrassed her, and justified making my life a living hell. Her favorite thing to accuse me of was, "Acting white."
All of this to say, salt got poured in a very deep festering wound and I'm not coping well. To me, both of my parents are dead now.
She aided my second, physically violent, boyfriend in stalking me for the same fucked up reasons. I had to drop out of school and run away from home not only because of her involvement with my exes, but she egged my older brother into jumping me, claiming it was for my own good.
Despite my telling her all of this, making it clear that I never wanted to see or talk to him again, she gleefully kept shoving the phone at me whenever he called telling me that I should forget and forgive, he clearly still loved me. Once she hung up? "He's white, you brought this on yourself."
My first relationship? Dude was a predator, went to jail not only for drug possession, but 2 counts of Statutory Rape (I was 13, the family friend was 12). He was a vile person, roofied me, passed me around like a party favor when I was homeless. After we found a new place, he raped me to celebrate.
I had blocked her back at the start of COVID after one of her narc-fits brought me (and my nephew) to floods of tears; she's never been a safe person for me, she never protected me. In fact, this isn't even the first abuser of mine she's been buddy buddy with, she centers and sides with men ALWAYS.
9 unanswered messages in the dude threw himself a pity party, outing himself. He caught a fresh new block, but the damage was already done; however, this reminded me to re-block my egg donor, he wouldn't have had my # (or previous addresses) if not for her. Re-traumatized, I spiraled HARD.
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I'm not sure when I'll feel better. Things started out good two weeks ago, got a new phone; however, that meant one of my abusers was no longer blocked. Then our A/C died, it was a 5 day wait for the new one in 100° weather, during which the dude (didn't recognize his number) kept spam-texting me.
FRIENDS ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so so much for celebrating FOX GIRL SUMMER with me!!! ☀️🦊
It was SO much fun, might have to do it next year!! 👀
I shall leave you with a cozy Rii, who is very much ready for Fall to return 🙏❤️❤️❤️
#foxgirlsummer #foxgirlsupremacy
threads: "@Flaming_Saturn > The year is 2026 > Sign in to YouTube With my ID > Confirm I am above 18 > Scan my face to confirm it's me > Do a vocal recording to confirm it's me > Confirm that I'm not a robot > Click on all of the pictures that are traffic lights > Get to the first video to watch during my lunch break > 5 unskippable ads"
Abstract art, Boris' figure seen raising her arms, fuzzy image of the Moon above her, three ancient Rome columns on the side.
"Бъдеще"
#borisalienart
UNEXPECTED SCREAM QUEEN
˚ʚ #kyupisfw ɞ˚
grumble
Commission artwork!♪
Pegasus and a source of inspiration. The art was created for the Artmif project about the myths of Greece.
✨ Comm slots for August are open!!
🔸 5~7 slots available for this month
🔹 New comm options!!
🔸 NOT FCFS
🔸 Forms will close on Wednesday 6th at around 5PM EDT
🔸 Info and forms on comments 👇
I look forward to working with you!! 🐦
🔁 RTs Appreciated! 💕
#Art #PMD #Pokemon #CommsOpen
Autumn Snoopy!!! 🍄🟫🍁🌾🍂
おはよう金曜日
今日が終われば3連休
火曜を有休にしたら9連休
私は火曜は朝だけ仕事よ
#VRChat
Sagat but a tiger
俺ボ2_117 制服+水着②
俺はボインちゃんが大好きでな
jyan-ja jaannn 🎶 #neco-arc
chappell roan dressed as joan of arc from the 2024 grammys
i couldn't find my original post of this chappell roan piece....is it possible i forgot to post here?
anyway, she's here and she's in my store! ⚔️ juliaereck.bigcartel.com
did y'all get tickets to the secret shows??
Old Tasque Manager drawing from a while ago
#deltarune
Sheep girl wip
Sheep girl
Terraria Dryad animated
Zoologist animated
Goth Zdrada
Beelzebub
