thank you everyone for checking in and doing what you can. iβm here to personally verify this gofundme bri has started.
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thank you everyone for checking in and doing what you can. iβm here to personally verify this gofundme bri has started.
gofund.me/cb718263b
Hi cuties x you should check out Hex's gorgeous art and help them pay off some unexpected vet bills ππ
Grrrr I can't wait to finish things π© I miss having a routine
1)how did they get their name? 2) Do they remember their childhood? Recall a memory 3) What was their childhood home like? (Look/feel) 4) Parents? Caretakers? Family? 5) What's the worst thing they ever did in their youth? (Ocs pov) 6) What's the worst thing they ever did according to others? 7) Imaginary or best friend? 8) Favorite toy or game? 9) First crush 10) First kiss 11) First love 12) Bullied? How did they handle/cope? 13) Enemies? 14) Escapism? 15) How old were they when they left home?
16) did they ever return? 17) where is their pride? 18) sexual/Romantic orientation 19) do they have children? Would they ever want them? 20) Biggest fear 21) Leader or Follower? 22) what gets them up in the morning? 23) what excites them? 24) Quickest way to get their attention? 25) Quickest way to lose their attention 26)....Will they ever be able to move on? (Their pov/interpretation) 27) Happiest moment (visualize it) 28) Heartbreak 29)how far will they go to meet their goal? 30) when they reach the end of their story, do you think they will know?
Ask about my OC β’β’β’ π«΅π£π§
{ 1β‘ = 1 answer ~ write/draw their responses }
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β’ QRP if you'd like to play with your own blorbos :3
#oc #ocsky #dndoc
I was excited to find you here! I'm doing alot better these days x it's been a pretty crazy year so far.
Your twinks are forever my favorite lil softies- I was backing up my work the other day and had to keep a few because they have been some of my proudest works of their time uwu
Lu is an incredible, unproblematic, queer immigrant artist who just wants to create and foster community. He does not deserve to suffer because I fucked up.
The only way for me to pick up the pieces & recover what dignity I have is to create. I trust that you guys can find a resolution outside of that since this is now mostly about the fact that this has harmed more than just me.
But anyway, Lu is sharing with me what you are talking about and I'm going to leave this here because I am really sick and my eyes hurt.
It just would have been alot easier to just ask and talk to me than it would have been to write and format your doc, that's all.
I understand that fussing over semantics over something we cannot change is pointless. Sincerely, the chains sketch was from maybe 2019 and I did not remember.
You've made it abundantly clear how serious it all is, and so as you can imagine, I wanted to take care and do it right- which was not something I could do until I got home.
I'm aware that Lu is speaking to you privately and expressing how this post is effecting them. An uninvolved party.
Not that it means much of anything anymore, but when I was able to sit down and address my socials properly at home, I was going to go through everything, take it down and publicly address why my posts were gone to minimize harm. Not accountability, but harm.
specifically the wishbone that I should have just drawn myself- "broke trust" enough for you to publicly name and shame me when you were so vocal about "not wanting to do this". That is the only image that I can think of that I posted while I waited to go home- and it wasn't even about the art.
I am not interested in workshopping when the post itself is inflammatory- I understand that multiple times you've called for peace, but that mostly translates as alleviating you of guilt or blame.
I am sorry that me using this image in a community post for people to talk about their ocs-
Yes. As stated in my first comment.
Your impatience hurt alot more than just me. What will it take for you to private the post? I have no intention of redacting my own any time soon.
Nope. I would prefer to keep this conversation public for as long as you intend to keep this post up.
The funny thing about consent is that you should ask for it.
Me me me
No, actually, I super consent to you uncensoring my half of the conversation, Nico.
I fail to see how hiding what I said protects my privacy.
I read this so wrong the first time HAH-- you're not wrong lmao but please, put a spotlight on the water. They want to watch.
Thanks Volk x
I was just responding to someone who was asking why I didn't try the models from the start and tried to explain how taking a break from digital art for a few years set me back pretty far as far as how like.. tech has changed? I have a tiny bit of empathy for old people who are afraid of computers.
I haven't used new software since paint tool Sai 2 aaa. But I have heard about the built in 3d modeling function and I know alot of my mutuals use it. I think I'm going to give it a shot- I'm sure it's got alot of really cool tools.
I appreciate the understanding.
You are welcome to dm me xt
My entire OS looked completely different and I've admittedly mostly used my laptop for drawing on programs I've had for years and writing.
in even such a short time was really daunting. But im going to learn because that shortsighted laziness has cause alot of grief that didn't need to happen.
I was intimidated by needing to learn new software. It's not remotely a good reason, but there it is. I stopped being able to see in pictures a few years ago and took a break from drawing- when I finally started to be inspired enough to try again, I'll be totally real when I say that tech changed
I will
I don't know why I'm so stubborn and hate learning new programs- I'm really intimidated by them for no good reason. (I think it's the fear that I'll be bad at it which is just bringing it full circle and I promise I'm not missing the irony there)
It really isn't the case, I promise. I was just being an idiot when I could have just asked for help finding appropriate resources. I think that sucking it up and learning new software (3d modeling) will save me alot of grief and should have much earlier.
And it's super okay that you don't care! But I am under no obligation to be your punching bag.
The chance of getting a response like this is WHY I didn't redact that feeling out of my flow of thought while writing this. It was left because it's true. You don't care, & I expect that from anyone who would interpret it that way. This is not a PR letter & I actually am human with feelings.
You probably won't see me for awhile and I'm sure that some people will be pretty happy about that. But I am going to take steps to do better and learn how 3d models work so that when I do post again, it will be something for me to be proud of.