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I'm so upset I actually feel dizzy

Don't pity me I'm working around my issues, but I needed to say it because over the years every vent post somehow has helped someone out in not feeling alone.

This year I turn 30, and I'm an absolute failure as an adult. I'm trying to fix it, to work WITH myself, instead of against.

Isn't it really fun to be dealing with a lot of mental health issues stemming from bad family RNG and once you're an adult you're also blamed for everything as if I didn't start with an entire debuff product of possibly autism and the abuse. It's such a good tactic too because I hate myself.

I'm so sleepy,here's another close up jfksdjk

I need to sleep soo badddd

I SWEAR THAT DETAIL WAS DRAWN I'M SO SURE, but I did draw it in a layer above did I fucking turn it off while saving the comic? pls

PLS I'm going to diEEEEEE

I noticed something reallly stupid in the comic and I wonder if it's a layer I turned off but there's an entire detail missing I'm going to fucking crash out LMAO...

Aaah thank you so much 💜💜🥰!!!

I just have a privated twitter acc, because that way I at least can make sure anyone accepted has either commented or in their bio that they're adults

I might just work on it since it's a rough sketch, but I've kept my bsky SFW so IDK if I'd post it here 😭 </3

I'll think about it 😭

Oh no I was looking through my infinite canvas where I draw all of the RE sketches and found a sketch of Leon getting pegged LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

And a bunch of chibi sketches 😂

Btw I'm not checking social media much but I'll catch up after I'm done with requiem <3
I have headache, eye pain, but hopefully I'll be done IG tomorrow? Since I also have the internship starting and stuff lol

After that I'll be truly free

I'm so eager to draw more of Messptá's story, specially because the slowburn is mostly both of them misinterpretating the other due to low self esteem 😂... they keep "backing down" from escalating because they think the other is rejecting them 🤦

There's a reason they're both virgins lowk

Forgot to post it here x3

TMI a bit but, Resident Evil 4 Remake was a gift my ex gave to me, but it was the digital version. So my best friend gifting me the physical version to complete my collection of physical games that feature Leon is such a nice last spit on him (he was emotionally abusive)

I love her so much <3

We are keeping recordings of it and I can't wait to see her POV with me randomly screaming in the bg 😭
First playthroughs are so special to me u_u

I also forgot to eat again and ended up having dinner at 1:30 am instead of my normal 6 pm 😅

Haven't finished the game yet as I'm playing it simultaneously with my bestie, which seems to have been the right call because she's more scaredy LMAO she said it's the first time she's played an RE game for so many hours in the same day.

I... I can't say the same LMAOOOO

I keep forgetting to eat bro LMAOOOOOO I was like, why is my stomach making these noises?!

I took that nap, got the package, and decided tos tart reviewing for my internship,but I kept feeling dizzy.

Turns out, I'm hungry.

So I went to fetch my food and forgot about it, again LMAO

😭

What's up with good news arriving to me while I'm sleeping?!??!?!??!?! I'm gonna nap daily LMAO

Yaaay Requiem got here... give me a couple of days and I will finally will be FREE to look at everyone's posts again lol.

And my bestie also gifted me the physical version of RE4R <3 so now I officially have all Leon games in physical edition 🥰

And again it arrived while I was napping LMAO?!

Sharing a close-up before bed!

My eyes hurt, probably from all the screen time and little sleep I had today ;(. I'm really proud of this panel, though it's obviously referenced from the cutscene, it's my favorite moment of Messmer, he's just so cool.

Babygirl Badass Snekman

I'm possibly overleveled... but the way Heptá looks like she's the boss fight is so hilarious LMAO, I'm so used to seeing her look tiny beside Messmer but this girl is a warrior and a unit, albeit a short one lol

a white cat is standing in a cage with its paws on the bars . ALT: a white cat is standing in a cage with its paws on the bars .

Okay chances are tomorrow I get to either pick up or receive the package my bestie sent and finally I can get out of the dark box I've been jailed in to prevent getting my ass spoiled, YESSSS I'M GOING TO BE FREE

And I'll be able to catch up with oomfs bc lowk I couldn't look at my feed

I was so excited I started pacing and twisted my ankle 🖐️😭

He isssssssss it's hard to focus on a fight when he looks like that

She's really bad at hiding what she feels/thinks unless it's depression 😂!!!

NOW I NEED MY MAILING SERVICE TO FKN DELIVER MY FKN REQUIEM BRO COME OONNNNNNNNNNNN GIVE IT TO ME

Lmao my heartrate today is around the 300s at this point

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG YESSS I START THE INTERNSHIP NEXT WEEK I'M GOING TO DIE FROM ANXIETY BUT ALSO I'M SO EXCITEDDDDD

I got woken up from a nap bro I was so confused for like 4 seconds LMAOOO THAT CONVERSATION COULD HAVE BEEN LESS AWKWARD BUT I HAD MY GUARD LOW LMAO

AAAAAAAAAAAH

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I am so sorry

Page One: Messmer: (...) In the embrace... of Messmer's Flame Heptá: ( He's so pretty )

Page 2

Page 3 Messmer: Didst she... smile...?! (Snakes nodding) Heptá: Impressive skills! I could fight you all day, beautiful demigod! Heptá: But right now, I wish to talk! Heptá: WAIT-WAIT-WAIT-WAIT!!!! Heptá: I CAN TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED TO MARIKA! Messmer: ... Three nights... Three nights shalt thou abide, whilst I decide thy fate.

Like A Moth To A Flame 🔥

Read L→R

IT'S DONEEEEEE

This is Messmer and Heptá's first encounter! And it went... well... you'll see

This is a love story, I promise... 🤣

#Messmer #EldenRing

OOOH MY GOOOOD I FINISHED THIS THINGGGG I'll have to look at it with fresh eyes tomorrow morning but OH MY GOD AM I FREE!??!?!??!?!