Magic's Rant room

I hate when people think I wont bite back if I have the chance. I don’t fucking care. I will say things to your god damn face so you better look me in my god damn eyes.

Incredibly satisfying to literally call his ass out in front of his boss.

Incredibly infuriating he didn’t once raise his head to look at me in my eyes. To stare at your phone the entire time is a fucking lack of respect that has just made me even more pissed.

We’ve done what we can rn which is talking to the director of the degree but all we can do is hope he can do literally anything about it

Yeah shits genuinely fucked. We’re gonna have to talk to the higher ups but I don’t even know if that will fix my tanked grade… esp bc the teacher was making bullshit reasons to tank it.
Like we didn’t justify the setting being an apocalypse enough.
In a one minute short.
Where we did justify it

All because he got caught trying to FLIRT WITH A STUDENT DAWG. MY TEAM WASNT EVEN INVOLVED BUT HES TANKING OUR GRADE BC HE THINKS WE WERE

A teacher is straight up trying to sabotage our grade/ project because he has PERSONAL beef and JEALOUSY issues. Dead ass no hyperbole

the instant nose dive this semester took because a teacher decided to have personal beef with his students is actually crazy

Trying to do homework you actively dislike with unmedicated ADHD is like slamming my head against a wall
Ooooohhhh my goddddddddd

Ok I’m normal, me and my teammates talked it out and I’m gonna grow from this
I love communication!!!!! I love just apologizing and growing!!! RAJHHHHH

Maybe I’m just more stressed about this semester then I realized but still
It’s a lesson and it’s not the end of the world.
You take what you did to mess up and learn from it, not let it consume you

Show up to class most days and the teacher that does literally said nothing about our project. Like
No feedback, no questions, nothing.

And it fucking sucks!! But like I shouldn’t have acted out like that, ugh. I’m nearly 23!!! Girl grow up!!!

I think what’s frustrating me is how the critique would have been better if they gave it like,,, the multiple times I asked them to look over the storyboard instead of halfway through the project.
Like it feels like another damn set back I could have fixed 3 weeks ago. But my teacher doesn’t even

But oh my god is it fucking embarrassing. Girl grow up you’re almost 23!! A little light critique isn’t gonna kill ya even if the teacher’s methods piss you off!!

Can’t do anything now, but apologize, move on and catch yourself in the future

Anger is such a double edged sword sword. I hate how much of me is ruled by it but it’s all that keeps me going most days.

I shouldn’t have gotten that mad, over something that small, and the lesson here isnt to self deprecate but instead to mature

Ughhhhghhhgh me when a habit I thought I broke years ago comes back and I realize it was never gone to begin with and I’m still the same person I was when I was 15!!! WTF!!!!!
Like there was no need to get that defensive over something so small be fucking for real girl.

Jokes on them though I have no reason not to go next session I simply am just not going.

Ohhhhh we held a team meeting and this one motherfucker kept throwing shade and looking me straight in the eye when she literally fucked off for 2 hours last recording session

Literally what popped into my mind when I heard I’m soooooo
I’m not going to the recording this weekend so they suffer the consequences of the one person who puts order not being there

Ohhhhh finding out the team I’ve been fixing everything for has been talking shit about me behind my back ohhhhh

Two god damn months in this year and I haven’t been able to draw SHIT

It’s not fair to always be the shield people hid behind. You can’t always be in the frontlines

Like
You know you can do something
But you can’t always shoulder that burden. People need to step up and do it themselves
Things will get worse anyway but No one wants to take the plunge so-

The answer is to fake being sick and not go

It’s hard knowing you wanna say something and rip the bandaid off but also knowing
1 it’s not your place and should have never been your place in the first place
2 your fucking tired of being the one to have to take action first
3 you’re better off away from it anyway

Another night of having a pet dreams
This time it was a small dark brown Guinea pig called Alice but sometimes I’d call her Alan

I think I like Alan wake lmao

Bitches who draw porn of the new Pokémon are getting instantly muted lalalala
Furrificafion ones too, they always make them girls and always made them extremely sexual

ITS GONNA COME OUT IN MEXICO YAY IM SO HAPPY

The teacher allowed me to reprint and turn it in today instead, more money wasted but I need that grade

I survived

Trying not to have a panic attack ✨ 🌟

But also never rely on anyone cause my classmate I asked to print my magazine did it wrong and it’s gonna tank my grade but what else can I fucking do