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#berserk #griffguts
Bottom Griffith.
-β€œYou’re a bastard, you know that,Griffith?”
-β€œSo I’ve been told, yes.”

02.03.2026 16:24 πŸ‘ 719 πŸ” 193 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 1

- when he was trying to get with someone (or he just resorted to very direct flirting when that felt too roundabout).

and with established partners he's just a shameless nuisance. the tells are: he tells them. πŸ˜„

06.03.2026 18:49 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

he doesn't actually blush too readily despite how pale he is, and his eyes are already so dark, so it would take pretty close observation to notice. this was sort of a problem when he started trying to hook up with people in sharlayan, so he actually taught himself to purposely emote about it more -

06.03.2026 18:49 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

i've been overthinking this because there are so many different situations but overall with Lysander, it's actually not very obvious unless he *makes* it obvious. if there's an object to his arousal, he tends to just stare Very intently. if there isn't, he probably just seems distracted/unfocused.

06.03.2026 18:49 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

or at least that's the goal. when my smut writing returns from the war.

03.03.2026 21:33 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I know that lube & prep as a trope is so old hat and we’re all tired of it but you have GOT to think about lube & prep as top enrichment. Stimmy time. They love that hole let them play with it. Stop writing it like a chore before the fun part and start writing it like the fun part

03.03.2026 18:36 πŸ‘ 828 πŸ” 305 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 15

listen i skipped it in the first fic because i was doing something specific on purpose (the opening to the final section is still very amusing to me) and also for the subtle indulgent assertion of beatin being in a hurry but trust me. his hands will have a starring role next time.

03.03.2026 21:20 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
Comic thread for endhawks medieval fantasy AU, young King Hawks seduces his personal guard, knight Enji, to bed him. Doesn't take much convincing, I'm actually kinda questoning Enji's knight credentials.



#peteart #petepreviews #petecomics #peteNSFW

Comic thread for endhawks medieval fantasy AU, young King Hawks seduces his personal guard, knight Enji, to bed him. Doesn't take much convincing, I'm actually kinda questoning Enji's knight credentials. #peteart #petepreviews #petecomics #peteNSFW

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For an honored knight to besmirch his king like this...! #endhawks

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20.02.2026 19:34 πŸ‘ 1730 πŸ” 359 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 3

well ok now i gotta ponder the divergence between lysander and sylvien's kinks i guess because this has made realize that i don't really see sylvien as having a scent kink πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

19.02.2026 20:12 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

meanwhile aymeric's situation is more that every time i poke at the base tbse options i kinda just go "bleh" and leave him as he is. he'll get some hair for lysander to bury his nose in Eventually.

19.02.2026 19:32 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

of the elezen i currently pose hairlessly it's actually just beatin who i hc as having like..some kind of actual trimming/waxing routine. in my head this guy who wears eyeshadow that no one ever sees also just shaves for himself lol

19.02.2026 19:30 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

subject of the day apparently but i'm really indecisive on body hair hcs for Lysander tbh but i think i've settled that he's not very hairy to begin with but actually does do a bit of maintenance when he's in the mood. will i find a mod that reflects what this looks like anytime soon? likely not.

19.02.2026 18:46 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

(much of the key difference lying in that sylvien has been getting laid with relative frequency lmao)

17.02.2026 22:28 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

it's also really funny to me to imagine beatin getting this worked up and needing to rub one out over it while sylvien is Very Dedicated to his little seduction effort but not actually like getting spontaneously horny about it. yet.

17.02.2026 21:54 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

anyway spoiler alert a cold shower does not remedy the problem :)

17.02.2026 17:39 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

- not really sure how i want to settle the culture of that.

17.02.2026 17:01 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

this is off topic but i feel like i keep making these half-baked bathing headcanons because i don't want gridanians to just all be medieval stinky but idk how to puzzle out the alternative. in my head sylvien has to go to some sort of communal bath bc his apartment def doesn't have a shower but-

17.02.2026 17:01 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

"are showers commonplace in gridania" a lore question i don't really want to definitively answer but the inn rooms have fountains for some bizarre reason so i feel like it's a possibility.

17.02.2026 16:58 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
The moment, todayβ€”Sylvien stood at his bench, and Beatin, observing, had stepped forward to correct his grip, at the exact moment that Sylvien had moved back to ask a question, and in their collisionβ€”front to back, Sylvien flush to his chest, hair brushing his lipsβ€”Beatin had reflexively grasped his hip to steady him. Only half a breath drawn with his nose against his temple, the barest whiff of pine and…lavender?β€”and yet his hand seems to recall the shape of his waist as it does his most-used tools, and though he had released him straight awayβ€”
He can barely convince himself that he had, now, for his memory seems determined to embellish. To make him believe that his grip had tightened, that Sylvien had arched into him, that Beatin had wrapped his other arm around his chest and ducked his head against the lovely curve of his neck andβ€”
β€œHells,” he mutters as the stirring low in his belly becomes impossible to ignore, and he sets aside his notes and stands, determined that a cold shower should remedy the problem.

The moment, todayβ€”Sylvien stood at his bench, and Beatin, observing, had stepped forward to correct his grip, at the exact moment that Sylvien had moved back to ask a question, and in their collisionβ€”front to back, Sylvien flush to his chest, hair brushing his lipsβ€”Beatin had reflexively grasped his hip to steady him. Only half a breath drawn with his nose against his temple, the barest whiff of pine and…lavender?β€”and yet his hand seems to recall the shape of his waist as it does his most-used tools, and though he had released him straight awayβ€” He can barely convince himself that he had, now, for his memory seems determined to embellish. To make him believe that his grip had tightened, that Sylvien had arched into him, that Beatin had wrapped his other arm around his chest and ducked his head against the lovely curve of his neck andβ€” β€œHells,” he mutters as the stirring low in his belly becomes impossible to ignore, and he sets aside his notes and stands, determined that a cold shower should remedy the problem.

reposting the sweet stuff on main, poking at the horny stuff here lol (suggestive)

17.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

in writing it i will stick to the teacher imagery because that's more fitting, but,

16.02.2026 18:37 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

me: well he's sort of like a teacher except i mean that he kind of tends to coax out what he wants from his partners and rewards them well when they figure it out--
me: well ok now when i say it like that it sounds a bit more like. a dog trainer????

16.02.2026 18:36 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

the exact vibe of lysander's more dominant side in bed is so important (and fun!!!) to me but i keep failing to actually write it augh

16.02.2026 18:27 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

(sorry this is the kind of 8am yapping you have to deal with when you all answer a sexy qotd after my bedtime)

16.02.2026 13:13 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

if his partner is still raring to go he'll generally oblige them somehow...possibly depending on how well they did in part 1 lmao, and in what way he does so highly depends on the partner and how much he trusts him.

16.02.2026 13:13 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

i feel like this assertion i keep making about lysander and sex sounds like it counteracts all the specifics that i *have* decided on. his stamina is pretty mid. he's kind of a one-and-done guy. idk it's a quality over quantity thing i guess.

16.02.2026 13:13 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

vague answer lol it's not even that he's necessarily amazing at everything and he wouldn't say so. but when he's flirting he kind of just looks at people and with utmost confidence is like "yeah we're going to have a good time" and if they let him do his thing then. they will!

16.02.2026 12:45 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

in his own words, Lysander tends to convey his confidence and the fact that he knows what he's doing, rather than anything specific. He wouldn't have much to say about his own physical attributes but he knows he's good at spotting what gets someone going and acting accordingly.

16.02.2026 12:35 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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dinner entertainment

[ xiv | vrtra/estinien | semi-public ]

14.02.2026 23:11 πŸ‘ 165 πŸ” 49 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0

i'm being shy because i feel like i normally wouldn't find this especially cute but i think he has put worms in my brain (but it's the only other one that turned out ok too)

05.02.2026 22:26 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

he's doing this on purpose

05.02.2026 22:24 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0