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i made bridget a girlfriend

bridget

yay

who the fuck gets grounded from craft supplies now i cant cut myself fuck

maybe i do need the xacto blade for something

gods i can hardly fucking stand seeing myself in the mirror i wanna smash it to get myself out of my sight i hate the failure that looks back at me

bridget but drunk. bridrunk

im so fucking ashamed of myself. my younger self would cry seeing who i am now. my mom would be heartbroken that one of her babies turned into such a failure of a human being.

im such a fucking pain slut at this point physical pain feels so much better than actual emotions because all emotions lead to emotional pain and physical pain gives me dopamine or whatever if i just keep inflicting physical pain on myself i can stay happy and wont feel like shit

which one of you fuckers cursed my best friend watch your back bitch (/nsrs I'm just pissed because bestie doesn't feel good and I don't want her feeling yucky because yucky makes unhappiness and bestie deserves happiness)

i love the pain when i explode but i hate the pain that lingers after it

im so fucking close to doing it again

all i can think abt after landmining tf out (youll never guess what ive done while self isolating all day today)

you cant love a landmine and expect it to not be explosive

my head hurts please just tell me its okay

please talk to me

i miss you please come back

whiy nfi i duog thins

this isay fialt

you know my mom wnated to start a small business when she was younger but she had to gibe up on derams

i miss her a lot shes so sweet i hope shell be better soon

i miss her

im gonna end up hospinal

my pulse is skyrocketing! weeeeee

5 more handfuls of coffee grounds sounds appetizing...

what if i eat a third handful of coffee grounds

is it unhealthy to eat 2 handfuls of coffee grounds

i need more caffeine lets see what happens

dubai chocolate costs more than my chocolate pistachio iced capp did what