i guess
i guess
damn itβsβ¦ oh i couldnβt take the right pic but itβs literally rainbow around the moon
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donβt care + didnβt ask + iβm angry nowβ¦ theyβre gonna listen to my music anyway now
suddenly my neighbours are bothered by the music i listen to (itβs my third year living here and itβs the first time i hear somebody complains)
i think more people should be gay
whoopsie daisy do you think itβs okay
hiii i donβt want to bother anyone so iβll just name 5 things that i like:
β’ singing
β’ film photography
β’ baking also!!
β’ graphic design i think.. but only as a joke
β’ staying awake till 4 am playing sims on weekends
also thank you so much for tagging me its soo sweet π€
whyy it feels like the longest month itβs weird and im tired
i wonder when will february end
these glassesβ¦ and also the fact that they have baileys coffee in the menuβ¦. also the prices were low and they had OLIVE OIL in a saladβ¦ thatβs a treasure
today felt sooo heavy on my shoulders but i spent some time with the wife of my best friend and we found some millennial-optimism-core cafe of something and it almost felt like a nice part of winter and not the thing that is happening now
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i wish that i could wake up with amnesia
i need the level of optimism i had during covid 2020
iβm not even religious why am i dreaming of paradise
i had a dream that i found a way to escape to the paradise but somehow ended up on a street between eco shop and vegan food market, it was cold, i had a work day and also i tried to explain to my sister what naan is
BEING NONCHALANT IS CRINGE
I need you to tell me everything you love about me and smother me in affection and yearn for me or I don't want it πββοΈ
hi i decided to go back here again.. lifeβs been weird, what about you?
yeaah i get it! i keep reminding myself that iβm just a small person and i canβt do anything about it, but i can take care of myself
sometimes itβs making me feel better sometimes.. well sometimes i have a day like today haha
ohh thatβs nice! iβm also trying to distract myself, sometimes it helps
itβs okay, iβll live through this β€οΈβπ©Ή
thank you you are so kind π€
i think i just needed to write it somewhere because thereβs things i canβt do anything about
but if youβre also having anxious thoughts about.. um.. the world nowβ¦ and can give me some kind of advice iβll be happy to try it
but maybe itβs just february and everything will get better for me as soon iβll see the sun
ALSO i gotta keep working somehow.. also i get so sad and angry about every little thing
and by the apocalypse i mean both political stuff and the fact that every other night i keep having thoughts that everyone that i love will die someday
so.. i came back here in november and i thought that i would post more after my birthday and then suddenly something sad happened in my family and we had to deal with grief and now.. itβs calmer for sure but i feel like iβm living during the apocalypse
"3β° warmer tomorrow" but its still in the negatives so it doesnt matter
hii, long time no see i guess
listening to eurosummer by zara larsson while surviving eastern european winter wearing all black INCLUDING black scarf on my head