finally going to the doctor tomorrow for a basic check up for the first time in 8 years so we'll see if they say I'm dying or fine. I've never had a primary care doctor as an adult. and i'm 35. I should probably write down my countless long-ignored ailments so I don't forget to mention any
I went with my sister to a consignment shop on saturday and saw this table there. I had to go back this morning to pick it up. the fossils displayed were collected by my late uncle (plus some of my rocks and my grandmother's coral necklace)
these are all great but I particularly love the middle left one!
I know I don't make it easy to find or see my art so I'm always pleasantly surprised to discover that someone's thinking of it
every once in a while I notice I'm getting more hits than usual on itchio and google myself and see someone recommended my zines on a trans reddit or whatever and it's always so nice :,)
still not enough bugs tho
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it's gonna be super hot this next week and the plants seem to be noticing
I need to make more art because I need to show everyone else what I think is beautiful
I have no idea what that bug is
I don't like how busy the arboretum is on the weekends
my poor weepy baby
ziyal's giant anime tears. I wish I knew how to help her cause she's always like this and a little sniffly and has been for months. the vet says she doesn't have a respiratory infection and I've tried eliminating anything I can think of that might be an allergen, but she's just full of moisture!
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(also this is really stupid but at this point I'm so old that I'm like, whoever the first person I end up kissing is not gonna be some fucking rando. I'm rapidly approaching 40 and I might as well make sure it counts at this point. I'm a romantic, sue me.)
maybe that's why most other queer people are out there having more fun than me, but every time I think on it I'm like... I really have no interest in compromising on that. I can only complain so much when it's my own damn requirements holding me back lmao
I understand this is a Me problem, but as fun as casual hookups sound in theory I can't get past the idea of having sex with someone I don't already highly respect on an emotional, intellectual, and creative level. I cannot separate sex from some form of intimacy and trust. that all takes some time.
sparkly for spring ✨
I've been leaving my sfw mini zines in the free local newspaper/zines area at the used bookstores I frequent with a link to my itchio and I sincerely hope they have been finding their way into the hands of people who will enjoy the nsfw ones too
Luis
oh damn, these are cool! I had no idea this was a thing
you always see videos of rats "wagging" their tails back and forth when being covered/pet and happy, but ziyal rolls her tail in a slow corkscrew instead because she is the cutest rat
it just hit me that I haven't been regularly having full conversations with other trans men for well over a year. I was fairly good at it for a few years there, but life happens I guess. I should really reach out to my one local friend cause it's been 6 months
felix sketches, some older, some newer
printed an army of dragons to send to friends/penpals (mutuals can ask to be added to my penpal list anytime btw!). sending something out later this month even if it's just this, cause it's been too long
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starting to see more bugs too
early spring again. stuff's beginning to wake up at the arboretum. all the magnolias should be bloomed later this week. it was so warm today there was a snake friend out 🐍
had to go back to catch up a couple months and boy what a time to tune back in 🫣
drew at the coffee shop to try to loosen up
