fox mulder irl

ugly ass teacup . with steam lines that are way too long

by benny benji btw . hard to tell from the link

Garden Water YouTube video by Release - Topic

recent nighttime routine involves listening to this like 4 times with headphones
youtu.be/5wtaKiKVg1A?si=84eAbmFPxeLePrEV

i hope it never comes out . i hope i continue impacting his life long after he stops impacting mine . i hope he's insecure to take his shirt off now LOL

JUST remembered i also drew the design for a STICK N POKE he got (it was a pretty good drawing but got tattooed terribly)

Gromit sitting on a chair with a cute poodle girl. He's reading a book that's titled "How To Win Friends and Influence Poodles"

het t4t

stuart little

tguy cringe

we also dyed MY hair that night and it looked great . skill issue

you could tell he really hated it and at the time i felt bad, but now??? ohoho....

also in my defence, don't let drunk people dye your hair with a sloppy mix of colours being used by multiple individuals . this feels obvious

thinking about how this one guy who SAed me let me give him a haircut (it was awful) AND dye it (also awful)

this will be a thread of animals with tguy swag for whenever i need to post a photo of an animal with tguy swag

WE GET ITTT she studies MAGIC . but now that she's a super magical royal uni-pegasus and not an aspiring student....... what else? name one other character trait

hate when they call a character "a nerd" to justify them having no personality / being an exposition device

i actually can't stand it . trying to get through S5 but i'm stuck on this One Fucking Ep

ohh noooo canterlot has Special Royal Guests & it's TWILIGHTS job to host them! but she's sooo tired.... looks like spike will have to run around stressfully handling things while she takes a NAP! whoooo cares

she's the boringest out of all the ponies, but just 4 seasons in the WHOLE plot starts to revolve around her Alicorn Princess Duties

and its like..... can we see RD & AJ race competitively & butchly again?? what about fluttershy turning into an evil vampire?? who gafs about princess cadence omfggg

i love all ponies but twilight sparkle..... ughhh why is she like that

personally "afab" is the word around which my entire lived experience revolves, for better or for worse, so i kinda resent it when ppl dismiss the relevance of agab altogether

it often seems more like dysphoria, or a gut reaction TO said annoying discourse, than a claim grounded in material reality

for clarity, i intended my sentence structure to imply "reductive discourse ABOUT agab or gendered socialisation, particularly that which serves to create perceived distance between transmasc + transfem experiences", not that the labels THEMSELVES are pointless or misleading

ofc, i definitely don't abide by the insistence some people have that they're entirely irrelevant terms, even for binary & dyadic trans experiences. i think the gender role you were expected to uphold is super formative in everyone's upbringing, at least if you didn't transition as a child :]

Nostalgia

the idea of spending 20 QUID on a figurine i might not even LIKE is insane to me . if i want rainbow dash, let me BUY rainbow dash . if i get twilight sparkle im gonna start fucking breaking shit

not to be autistic but the concept of buying a blind box is CRAZY to me . just let me buy the fucking toy i want

literally cannot take up ANY space in society or on the internet without the atm brainworms getting in

the amount of gaslighting that has clearly been successfully conducted on my brain is genuinely alarming

i even feel cringe POSTING about how being transmasc kinda sucks lmao

amab/afab/"socialisation" discourse is a total headfuck that only serves to isolate & disorient us

we will ALWAYS have more in common with each other than cis ppl who happened to be born with the same genitals as you

yet another area in which transmascs + transfems can and SHOULD relate to each other btw

you can spend a lifetime fighting sexism, taking literal & verbal hits, exhausting yrself in petty debate just so there's A dissenting voice. speaking up in front of young girls to set an example.

but none of it counts bc there's no EVIDENCE, & the proof against you (trans butch) is in the room now

it's also hard bc it can be pulled at literally any time. i've been friends w people for a full YEAR before they switched up & started viewing me as someone i have literally never been

what more can i do to prove my goodness? how can i FINALLY earn my permanent absolution from the crimes of men?

it's impossible to be relaxed & normal around women when there's a perpetual killswitch through which ANYONE can perceive you as a sexual deviant at any moment (transgender)

and to have forcibly lived lesbianism for years, even when it made you dysphoric & you refused to self-id that way, only to finally make peace w your objective lived reality, & suddenly you're delusional

babe, it was delusional when i was trying to pass as genderless. this is just real life