Syd Fish 🦈

NAIL. #ROTTJAWZ

It’s not enough to just be in pain it’s that it gets worse the more stressed I am and then it explodes and repeat over and over until
I am on the verge of grabbing on the kitchen knives and just gouging my nerves out of my fucking hands. FUCK.

My hands locked up again after locking up last nught and dropping my drink and causing it to explode all over the stairs now I drop a glass pot cover and it explodes in a billion pieces AND THEN my back locks up on me and is on fire while I’m trying to sweep it

I’m gonna slam my head in the car door 50 times until I’m either normal or it kills me FUCK I hate being disabled

I do gotta make clear the only things I think I’m gonna be willing to go out for like this on ARE RPGs because that’s where my passion lies.

I’m like actually so desperate to put my name on something lately that I would literally do the work for free if the right person approached me. Yes it’s naked clout chasing, no I don’t care I like being apart of things and people knowing my name!!!

don’t forget the supplements that make him lactate so they can put him in the tit milker too!!

Yall don’t even know and never will know. You are blind to my truth. I hold a meager sliver of the mandate, and I chose to use it responsibly.

アニメ化してほんとに大丈夫なのか…？
昔描いたA級人妻カンザキ

Right like. I have my hands full with Psychodriver rn so I could not devote myself to fully designing a game solo but like. Idk make me a subordinate of some other girl with a vision and make me a little worker bee drawing robots and making up dice rules and I’ll probably do fine.

Maybe I should get with some freak perverts to actually MAKE a mecha game of sorts. Lord knows how many girls in my life want to make them.

I suppose I have my girlfriend’s mecha setting I can work on and that does bring me a lot of joy because really I just get to draw robots and leave the whole. Doing something with it to her.

The thing is is I find myself bereft of ideas for a setting. I can make up gundam AUs and stuff easy but I don’t stick with them long.

Psychodriver is really only kind of a mecha setting (in that there are mecha in it and the game they will be playable in is a dream right now)

There’s a piece of me that considers often if I should be making a mecha setting/RPG of my own.

Looking up from my morning paper to mouth the words “Sayla Aznable” before grinning to myself and returning to the funny pages.

combining my fixations as usual #deadlock #ultrakill

I've done a lot of lobbying and a lot of activism. It seems stupid, it seems pointless, it seems ineffectual, but phone calls are one of the few things that legislative offices really pay attention to as a barometer for public opinion.

Call early and call often.

A squat and round mecha in arctic camo wielding a long gun mounted on its backpack and slung under its arm. Its other arm is a large claw with tubes and goo leaking out of the palm.

detail shot of the same mecha

#MarchOfRobots Day 10: Kobold
#mecha #LancerRPG

oh they're also forcing identity verification for all social media so. it will truly become unsafe to post

Day 9 of #marchofrobots is a 3 for 1, happy Miku and Zaku day
#gundam

lmao yeah. its a dangerous word to use know but its literally a document I write down the "theme" of the day in so I know what I am aiming for

A pilot and their mech, designed for Beamsaber - Calazcon.

NewGrounds is genuinely the 4chan of art websites and you'll get the biggest "we can't say that anymore because of woke" people constantly praising it.

Bluesky tried to hide your comment because they FEAR lesbianism

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コーヒーを飲んでってください。のぬい

Well actually I was intentionally trying to homage/work a lot of Yutaka Izubuchi into this piece. I don’t put the prompts out publicly but the one I wrote down for this one was “beetle/Izubuchi”

Trying to style my hair more

here I solved it