🌌Starlight ✨ (Just a little creature 🦇)

🫂 🥹 Thank you!

Ugh, having a bad day today. The kind where the loneliness is overwhelming to the point where I can't really think. I want to make this better but I don't know how.

I have friends, finally, but I don't have a best friend to talk to, people to go out with, or someone to kiss and that is what I need

Symmetrical Illustration raffle price for @adomania.bsky.social !!

[ #art #ocsky #dnd #dndart ]

#commission | a super pretty character i got to draw today~ 🤍

[ #ocsky #art #digitalart ]

don’t ever lose sight of what’s important in life (the two fictional characters in your mind that keep you going)

It is a new week, and why not punch the Monday Blues in the dang face by devoting your heart and mind to my extremely queer trans-centric Portland magical girl novels? There is so much fun monster fighting and lesbian happenings and big emotions contained within these pages. magicariot.com/buy

I'm glad you found them and are figuring out what helps!

The drop was rough for me too, like I'd be so not ok and scrambling for dopamine, so I realized that I needed something to keep me more stable overall.

I hope you keep finding what works for you!

Thank you! Yeah when I first started my ADHD med it was like 👀 people feel like this normally??

Same with this, it's like.. so overwhelming in a good way to not be so damned sad.

I'm glad you found something that helps you too! 🫂

This little devil's name is Persik (means Peach), he is a very naughty boy. Enjoy.
#cats #art #catsky

Isabela my beloved ☀️ for the DA2 & international women's day combo
#dragonage #da2

Time has no meaning and clocks aren't real.
Cast aside these notions and your human form.
Become one with the fog that flows through the forest, and become both old and new again, forever.
Or have some tea.

I'm tentatively very hopeful and also terrified.

I've also started thinking more in music. I had like 7 choruses come to me as I was waking up. I only got one down. I'm enjoying feeling without feeling like I'm bleeding from it. It's so strange.

I'm more than a little afraid for the other shoe to drop or the crash. For it to stop working or have side effects I can't handle. But.. I feel like a person for the first time in forever. Maybe the first time.

I know it's supposed to take longer to work but that's never been the case with me.

Window illustration of my storm sorceress (soon to be Lolth replacement) Narcelia! She’s posing infront of a window with a big spider on it as she’s playing with different coloured lightning. Blue to represent the power she got from an ancient dragon and purple to represent the power of Lolth coursing through her and dominating over her source

⚡️ | Narcelia Telenn

[ #dnd #dndart #art #ocsky #ttrpg #ttrpgoc #drow ]

2B !

I will always miss you so much. There will never be the words for it.

Friendly reminder to examine your relationships and evaluate for yourself if what you put into them is equal to what you receive.

The fire we do not speak consumes us whole.

Being visibly queer in public is an act of rebellion.

So.. I don't know if I'm just super chemical sensitive or just really, really have had like 0 serotonin, but, yeah.. holy shit, is this what it feels like to have serotonin and do people feel this every day? (Has taken 1 half dose zoloft for the first time)

I get yelled at for saying this but for many hundreds of years people went to university not to get diplomas or be employable but because immersion in the humanities was considered foundational to a good life, and school must return to its original purpose: the joy of learning.

I really have to hand it to past me for surviving so long with none of this. It's so hard navigating life with no serotonin and not wanting to exist and being surrounded by shitty people.

I don't know who I am when not suffering. But I hope to find out.

TBH, using it as a mental health boost maybe isn't the best idea? I just want something that works though. The last anti-depressant I tried (Lexapro) made me VERY bad. Trying Zoloft now. Because I'm really so done with not being ok.

Mental health talk.

Realizing my ADHD med helps a lot when I take it regularly and that I've absolutely been serotonin starved for.. way, way too long. However, my GOD, the shittiness I feel when it wears off is NOT ok. So I need something that works always.

*hugs*

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I also laughed and needed this today so it gets a share in case someone else needs a laugh today.

don’t forget to destroy your clocks tonight, walk away from your mortgage, just start driving, you’re free

belated valentines to cirina and sadu ONLY
#ff14 #ffxiv

The sexual tension between us when the healers died but one of us must go on

#ff14 #ffxiv