ROSEWATER

Ok this account is softlocked now for everyone's sake until 3/20

I am not afraid to finally say shit with my chest

Now I feel like I can see u bitches is depressed

U need to delete twitter cuz it gives u fucking mental illness

I used to fantasize about being or kissing Skrillex

I have been doing difficult things that I am proud of

I feel equal parts anger and love and I will choose love

Dehumanizing is dramatic

I have not been sleeping

What you’ve done for me, no matter the intention, has felt dehumanizing. You do not speak your truth. You communicate in intentionally ambiguous ways but still ask me to understand. If the person that I am or was embarrasses you, let me go. I’m over dying for you.

Once I stopped accepting fear as an excuse from myself, it became much harder to accept it from others

The beauty of feedback is if you find it to be true you can change your behavior so that it no longer is. That’s what you taught me. And if you find it to be false, you can be reassured that you’re already the person you want to be

And to hurt me just because you’re afraid of getting hurt yourself is just not pretty

I’m grateful to the people who hurt me with truth, and I’m disappointed in the people who hurt me with lies

Your fear has hurt me, and I want to make sure you’re at peace with that

And to treat someone the way you were treated just perpetuates the cycle

To communicate through art is beautiful, but to communicate only through art is cowardly

And now that I’m myself I pray to God that you still want me 🧡

I love you so but I must live for more than just the party

Like don’t get jealous

If u think ts abt u then u don’t know me :/

But I will sooner die than apologize ever again for speaking my truth

And the worst part is that sometimes doing good for people means hurting them

Hurt people hurt people and good people do good for people

Once you start acting like your idols you will come to love yourself as much as you love them

& method acting

Good things for others and yourself** really

I’ve learned the truths and now it is time to unlearn the lies

Turns out there were like a lot of exploits possible with that one so they released another patch but nobody’s been taking it ://