when i get really overwhelmed and all of a sudden i can't touch anything bcs then i have to replicate that on the other side of my body which is like impossible bcs they always feel just slightly different meaning i have to do it like a billion times until everything is even 😓
gang i hate christmas pls get me out of here 😭😭
happy christmas everyone!!!
had my first panic attack since being back at school after mocks today and i cannot believe i only lasted 3 full days what 😓
omg my knee hurts sm i am acc going insane
i HATEEEEE computer science i have just spent the past 10 mins crying i can't do this
bro got so overwhelmed by bros FRIENDS being loud that bro had to go on a walk to get away from it how cringe 💀💀💀
i find it funny that my teachers know more abt my anxiety than my parents ??? 😭
this one teacher (who has never taught me before but i went to her club for a bit cos my friend was going) asked me if i was okay today and when i said yeah she asked if i was sure cos i'd seemed anxious bless her shes so nice 😭😭
hello my german teacher called my mum this afternoon to say how well i did in my german speaking exam i'm gonna cry i love her sm
lol why am i acc struggling this school year lmaoooo
oh also as of today theres now a whole THREE teachers that have seen me cry #kms 💀💀💀
hello tictac tripped on a placing pole yesterday and i tell you it was the scariest moment of my life 💔
ikr omg 😝
yess 😛 hes left me now tho smh 😓😓
my cat hahaha
hey so i was just having a panic attack and dave came and sat on me and it acc stopped it after a bit help????
guys hahahahah my anxiety has been SO bad this week
its only been 1 day back at school after half term and i've already relapsed bruh 💀💀💀💀
thank you x
i'm literally doing everything in my power to make this winter better than the previous few years but somehow it just always gets worse i'm acc gonna crash out
#ireallywanttohurtmyselfbutknowifidothatillhavetowearmyschooljumperwhenigobackandihatemyschooljumperbecauseitssoitchymeaningionlyeverwearitafteriverelapsedbutireallyreallydontwanttowearitassoonasigobacktoschoolANDIHATELONGSLEEVEDSHIRTSTOOsoiwonthurtmyself 💔
hat.
help i'm acc going insane i wanna relapse so bad UGHHH
omg also!! i saw ember (this ancient yard cat w epilepsy) for the first time in like a year today!!! shes so cute
hello i have spent every day so far this week with horses which ofc has made me v happy 😛😛 heres a canter vid from thursday cos shennys js so cute (soz abt the quality, bsky compressed it which made it kinda blurry)
sick 😛
divas
i present to you the first time my dad took me out w/o my mum. and yes my wellies are on the wrong feet
also why do i have to do actual lessons at a school i don't even go to bruh ????
