What's your latest obsession?
Here's mine: #trickcal
What's your latest obsession?
Here's mine: #trickcal
Thank you everyone who stopped by! It felt more like a warmup if anything.
I am cooking the schedule up!
Note to self: don't start before lunch time...
Whaaaat? Howww? I gotta look it up! And thank you for the welcome back huehue
💜: twitch.tv/utsumimeli
❤️: youtube.com/@UtsuMeli
LIVE NOW scuff test stream playing PEAK with brotha Flip
Hangout with me on the links below?
#vtuber #livenow
💜: twitch.tv/utsumimeli
❤️: youtube.com/@UtsuMeli
It's been a while... right?
Maybe it's time for a test stream or two?
You up to hang out with me In like 30 mins on the links below?
I would like to announce my first smol achievement in 2026:
I now own a #weightedblanket.
5 kg. Almost as big as queen size. Got it with a year end deal.
Hope it can aid with my Sunday night work-related anxiety. Woozah.
Also, may 2026 be good to us.
Have a blessed Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! 🎄🎉
I for one am grateful that I am getting one day break after 10-12 hours of work daily since early December... To catch on sleep.
Work life in December summed up in an interaction between me, manager, and a wine teacher on Whatsapp:
Teacher: I am dyiiiing..
Manager: See ya
Me: Let's drink wine and revive ourselves!
#dedge
Thank you slayyyyy queeeen also hoping you Ece Lee and others are doing awesomeee
... Ngl I am kind of burnt out.
Taking it one day at a time and staying slayyyy
TIL I made my trailer almost a year ago, and I have 't streamed for what feels like forever.
The guilt is real.
But the word 'work life balance' is currently not in the books.
For those who stay, thank you.
I’m envious of people who happily make evil decisions in video games.
I make one evil decision and I’m reloading my save.
Witnessing my boss and his daughter look at each other with delight when I said "6th, 7th of December" and exclaiming, "SIX SEVEN!" like it's a Hi-5 segment is not part of my 2025 bingo card...
Favorite Earth weather: slightly cloudy, still kind of bright, with a light drizzle that starts just as I go out so I can hear the sound of rain hitting my umbrella WITHOUT the puddles.
... I am wearing sandals out today... Please keep your cats and dogs, rain...
TIL I might be allergic to even traces of pecan...
FAIR but I am scared of jail LMAO
Random thought but sometimes... Realising that I hold the steering wheel in life makes me feel invincible.
People acting insane and that upsets you? What if... You can choose to not be upset? And let them be?
(I'm just so done with bringing negative feelings home from work)
I will tell the higher ups back in Planet 3/4 to cancel the Human Zoo Project. The best way to observe is through hands-on experience, after all.
Or, another instance, humans telling us that they will bring their 'businesses' somewhere else...
While applying for classes/workshops using credits given by the government.
HMMMMMM... FUN!
Nothing compares to the world you will discover when you wear your humansuit and go out.
For instance, an angry toddler personality in a 50+ years old suit.
Isn't it fun to work with someone who seeks validation and reaction by yelling and gloating, all within the same day?
I seriously thought I will build the stamina to stream at least once a week after getting a fulltime job, just to realise that I joined during the busiest period and now my soul is crunched.
I'm lowkey cooking something tho.. But for now, the spaceship floats away.
Born to be cozy at home on days like this, forced to lock in.
I am still alive.. I swear..
Despite going to work 7 days a week last week..
On one hand I'm like "fk this shit I am flying back to my home planet" but my boss worked til 1 AM on Sat (while making sure my tasks are easier to finish) so I should support him in my own way..
When can I stream tho..
Every day there's a constant battle between the baby in me who says "Why the fk am I living like this" and the adult in me who says "This is the life I have chosen".
Seriously tho having to reach work at 8.30am on Saturday AND Monday is eating me alive.
Waking up at 6.45 AM to try to reach work at 8.30 AM on a Saturday is not part of my 2025 bingo card...
I'm surprisingly still alive.
Work is more hectic than I thought, and there are several wine tasting events I have to attend, but once I have the chance to stream, I will grab it!
Also, I passed WSET Level 2 with distinction!
I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MY EXAMS!
And in the process of preparing my exam, I decided to increase the difficulty of my life on Earth by also getting a job, so stream will be sporadic, near weekend, and upated every Thursday.
Thank you for understanding!
#wset #exam
A friend of mine and his friends started making content--not really my cup of tea but I still follow them to support. He told me to "not follow if I don't find their content funny", but I told him, "That's not how supporting friends work,"
Thoughts??
#contentcreation #support
Art by @/bila_art24 :)